What the fuck am I even doing
Digging ditches called memories
It’s all pointless so why
Do I feel the need to cry
The reason to breath, fucking seething
Unhappy and I don’t know why
Pointless, but here we go
Another day waking and waiting
Here we go another day
Believing everything will be fine
Here we go one more fucking day
Feeling like this
Clapping along to a death song
I’ve known all along
Go ahead and smile
Really I don’t care
Stabbing you in the face
Will only be easier
Please, no, be you
Distant memories while I dance on
Your grave
Gearing up for the ass fuck of the century
A daily grind one upped every night
(Takes a bow)
Your insecurities rub up against me
A broken down thought, in need of a lobotomy
Toxic nervousness that surrounds us all
Thought provoking image drench in tears
Worldliness verbiage that makes no sense
You’ve gone and turned my mind inside out
“America’s problem is that we are so afraid of outside forces that we forget we are the outside force”…
I don’t have time to fail
A constant push to get myself out of here
Lost dream taken over by regret
I’m still on vacation… for how long?… no idea… but I will be checking in and out through out the month… hopefully by December… I can get back into some sort of routine… What have you been up to?… How have you been?… Hope all is well…
Layne Ambrose
11/12/18
Merch… Threadless… Books… Amazon… Broken Thoughts… Twitter…
Sounds like an insecure person is giving you nothing but headaches. Have a good rest, Layne.
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Sadly that insecure person is me… thank you sir…
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