The Devil Within
Tearing through my flesh
Can’t tell what is left
Dead or alive
Fucking kill it
Doesn’t matter anymore
Screaming in the dark
Take me with you
Drown within a dream, a nightmare
Suffocating
The scars were never meant to be seen
Cracking
Hating all of this
A life I thought I had to live
Destroying everything
Smashed against my skin
I have and always will
Drown myself from within
Thought you knew me
Didn’t know shit
A decision I have to fucking live with
Smile, because this was always for you
Turning over in my grave
Even in death I couldn’t sleep
Fuck me, all the same
Keep on living just to be me
Closing my eyes
I knew there would never be peace
Smiling even as a dead man in a grave
Home is where my heart has always been
A tomb, a grave, everything I need it to be
Miss the way things used to be
Isolation was only a thought that I bothered
Give you even more
If you could show me what it is I truly need
A hug from the one I adore
Wasted too much time
On selfish needs
Punish me some more
Give me all that I deserve

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How are you?
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I am doing well… Trying to get everything all out… Balance life… Well trying to live I guess… : )
How have you been?… Sorry for the late response…
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No worries.
I’m okay. Doing exactly the same as you I think.
Be well. Happy to see your posts again xx
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Glad to hear… life is never easy…
Trying to stay consistent this time around… Hopefully this new project will keep me in line… doubtful… But at least I’m trying… : )
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Don’t be doubtful. I know it’s your go to reaction, lol. But don’t. Give the positive a chance x
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You are right… That is my go to reaction… I shall give the positive a chance… No sure anyone else will notice from my writing… But at least you will…
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That’s because I’m super smart and perceptive lol.
‘Course I’ll notice x
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