Broken Thoughts… I Like This…

Twisting me, turning me
The waves swept me away
With every breath, every gasp of air
But the words already left my soul
Losing everything only seemed right
What I deserved
After losing you nothing could compare
Took longer to die
Than it took to realize the words were always there
The images play out
But the words always remain
The pain it must have took to tuck me in
Cover me up with a blanket of lies
Walked out to sea one last time
To see the stars behind your cold dead eyes
Took me in once, what is one more time?
Prayed to something I don’t believe
Offered my soul to take the pain away
Had no idea, a price I couldn’t afford

To do is to suffer…

How is it that I can be so wrong
While being so right
God gave me what I needed
I wasted it all on me
Giving in was much easier
Than I thought it could be
Religion, religious text states
Pride before the fallen
A complete circle turned into a habit
I miss you though I don’t have to
A distant memory forced to forget
Pushing feelings aside only to wonder why
I’d kill myself to just relive it all again
Jesus is said to have died for my sins
Cardinal rules I was forced to break
Now I’m broken with only a reason to blame
You are more me than I am you

Not hung over… Just wish I had more…

Spelling out my love with the blood
How much more do you need
The debts are so profound
Give you every last drop for a lifetime
Would that be enough?
What I promised could never be enough
Or have you forgotten?
Maybe it is you who should rethink
What I mean to you
Forever and a day was never long enough

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