Broken Thoughts… Got Everything I Need Sitting on Broken Knees…

Nothing changes, never stays the same
The present is a waste
Looking to the future
Stuck in the past
Waiting for something new
The next thing that wants to kill me
A waiting game sitting on my hands
Hold me down by the throat if you must
Force feed me the pills to silence
Won’t make any difference to me
Because nothing changes, nothing ever stays the same

Because when you are gone I remember every word you said…

Reflecting on my insecurities
Possessive, needy
How is it that I make you feel
Obsessive, controlling
How does it make me feel
Dismissive, hating
How is it that I make you feel
Submissive, defying
How does it make me feel
An asshole in sheep’s clothing
Decisions that you’ve made
Won’t go away so, the feelings stay

Become something I’m not…

Drowning out the thoughts with repetitive words
Replacing dead memories with empty things
Has worked so far
Because if I don’t I fall apart
Looking at the cracks across the pavement
Trying to keep the tears in place, buried in my eyes
Drowning out everything with one more drink
Replacing dead thoughts with empty ideas
Has worked so far
Because if I don’t I fall apart
Searching for something more among the living
Pretending I’m not dead, buried in my eyes
Drowning out every depressive thought
Hasn’t worked so far
Staring at the glass as I pour one more

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