Too Slow To Register… Broken Thoughts…

This idea that I know
A feeling of understanding
Confusion wrapped up in life
I want to say more
But I don’t know the words
All I have is nothing at all
A thought, a memory
Of something I remember living
The sadness has become more of a condition
To the sentence I’ve been served
Self pity, depression of the facts
Born like this, didn’t become this
Sell my soul to be someone else
Sell myself to be something else
Gave up before I knew what I had done
Poisoned myself with the thoughts
Forgot all the words before this began
Eating the thoughts with a fork and spoon
Dug the knife into my side
Laying around wondering
What is it that I have done

“My people have been running from the devil since before it was cool.”

This may be the only time
Sitting in the darkness wondering why
All of this shit that ever mattered was a lie
Constantly speaking to the deaf and the blind
Preaching about the things that don’t add up
Is this really what we are doing with our lives
Giving it all for more of nothing
Speaking in tongues that only we understand
An understanding built on lack of sleep
Hush and everything will be alright
So much truth in lies
So many lies buried in the truth
Giving in over time
Becoming more than they wanted
Descending into a place no one understands
Locked within my head

The scary part is that people are relying on me…

Digging a hole in the sand
Three feet wide was the plan
Digging deeper with so much effort
Going nowhere, can’t see the problem
Can’t see the problem
Can’t see any problem at all

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