Chewing On Glass…

Reality doesn’t mean as much as it did before
There’s no consistency left in your truth
Gave it all that I could to believe in such lies
But it didn’t mean anything… did it?
To believe in such lies so internally
Constantly changing trying to remain all the same
Couldn’t take much more and it shows
Giving away to another truth that wasn’t there
Never was any consistency in your conspiracies
Selling me lies but you’ve run out of time
There is no conspiracy other than the truth
Covering up everything to shield the reality
That you don’t know more than nothing
About what’s really going on around here

Some days are… Better than other days… mostly it’s just the same…

The thoughtlessness is bliss
A mouth dripping with shit
You know you wanted more
And all you’ve ever gotten is this
Parting words from a discarded saint
Who’s never done shit to exist
Gathering all your thoughts
From a blind source is on par
With all that you’ve become
Insert uselessness in this
Prescribe some meaning into nothing
Lost the point and now I’m not sure
If we ever even existed to begin with

No one cares until it’s a problem… it’s becoming a problem…

The things you don’t know
Are so much worse than the things you do
Stop searching for meaning and just be happy
That’s my advice to you from up here on my throne
That’s my advice to me and everyone we know…

“I pity you. You’ve crawled up your own asshole and died.”
Breakfast of Champions, Kurt Vonnegut

Really feeling this quote right now… very deep and down in my bones… and I’m not entirely sure why… just feels fitting to how I feel inside right now…