Chewing On Glass…

Because justice isn’t real
The truth is no one ever gave a shit
The devil won a long time ago
Someone just forgot to say something
Wasn’t as though any of us would notice
Never was what we thought it was
Only lies… something to rally behind
Words pretending to be something more
Something about the words sounds so familiar
Devote yourself to something completely
That we believe we know… words on a page
No point in stopping now this close to an answer
If we can only keep this cycle going
I’m sure we could find what we aren’t looking for
It has to make sense because we keep trying
Over and over… rebuild and control… there’s no way…
It could have been the same God as from before
Clasped together ideas of what it is we think we know
Justice isn’t real because we don’t even know
What it is that we don’t really know… believe completely
And no one ever really gets to heal from what’s been done
In a place that only moves in one forward direction
There’s nothing fair and just about this cycling over world
If you didn’t know that then I don’t know what you do know

Not all of us can be martyrs Jessica…

Here and now the bleeding
The bleeding won’t stop in time
Fuck it and move on
The world’s collapsing at an alarming rate
Places and time… giving into temptation
Historically speaking nothings really changed
What we want is never what we need
Fucked standing in place
Naked bodies dancing on the screen
Bleeding from holes left behind
Sex and violence aren’t the same thing
Naturally speaking one of these isn’t okay
Fuck it makes sense to somebody
Being American may soon be a crime
Fine by me… ignorance isn’t a prize to win
What does it mean to be the enemy?
How is it that I don’t already know?
Born into this… never taught to steer
Fuck it and give in
Give into all these beliefs we believe
Historically speaking nothings really changing

In loving memory of all that could have been…

Use once… destroy… and repeat
Recycled bodies… recycled souls
Locked away for another day
Maybe heaven is nothing more than a storage bin
Maybe none of this ever existed in the first place
Could be we are all we have
Wouldn’t know though until it’s not there
Probably best we find out than try something different
I’d bet God wouldn’t even want to teach us a lesson
That’d make as much sense as someone with a plan
It’s asking a lot to not confuse our mouths with our assholes
Trust me I already know… I need to get home
This isn’t a safe place for new ideas or lingering feelings
We only want more of the same… more of what’s working
So suck it up… it’s only a phase… but ignore it long enough
These feelings that just keep coming up will go away
Nothing builds up overtime to a violent reaction… hear say
Like 5% growth is sustainable in a never ending math equation
No ones suffering if the economy is doing well… facts… eyes on me
Nothing builds up over time because it works itself out naturally
Trigger warning thoughts and prayers are only something to be said
Because opinions are like assholes… they aren’t air tight
God damn… it smells like shit in here… What are we consuming?

Really not trying to write long thoughts… woke up on the wrong side of the bed today… my neck hurts… and I really have nothing nice to say about much of anything… To be honest I’ve said enough for today… But why is it that we can’t just move on?… Same set of problems skipped over and set on repeat… doesn’t make any sense to me… I just need to get some sleep…