Chewing On Glass…

Closed off from my own mind
Not sure what to say about anything
History is passed down by the victors
When the information was limited by platform
All the talking heads say the same shit
You’re fucked and get used to it
Closed off from the rest of you
Not sure what to say about anything
Opinion is passed down by the winners
When the information was limited by platform
All the talking heads say the same shit
You’ve been fucked and get used to it
Closed off from existence
Not sure what to say about it
History is passed down by committee
When the information is limited by platform
All the voices in my head say the same shit
You’re being fucked and that’s the way it is

Can’t keep feeding these anxieties and fears…

Figure some shit out
It might be time
Am I here to live or die
Time to figure some shit out
Am I here to love or touch the sky
Ready to be more than I am
Spotlight fading on a dawn less day
If it didn’t matter than why try?
Spinning in place… digging in deeper
It might be time
To figure some shit out
Am I here to live or waiting to die
This Shashank Redemption is running out of time
This revelation can’t last forever
Given only once chance
To figure some shit out
It might be time
Am I here to live or touch the sky

Am I who I want to be or something else…

Throwing fits to fit in
Lungs too tired to inhale
If only I could sleep I’d feel so unwell
The way I’m burning through my life
I might as already be in what we call hell
Tomorrow might be a new day
But today is feeling like a lot of the same
Words burning in my brain
And no one gives a shit yet again
We’d like to believe in a lord, a savior
That anything we do means anything
It doesn’t seem that it does periodically
None of this could be further from the truth
With so many outside forces
Pushing us into the same laid out design
There’s no logical reason you can’t understand
I’d like to think these are only thoughts
But the truth is they don’t feel that way
Looking around it is so much harder to say
I’m crazier than I’d like to believe
That everything I’m saying is only another
Conspiracy for us to throw away

Hope all is well and I wish everyone the best of luck…