Chewing On Glass…

This never-ending thought parade
Keeps getting in my way
If taken literally it might make sense
To someone other than myself
Unlikely but shouldn’t I at least try?
No… that’s not how this is meant to be done
Suffocating under all these blankets
My breath feels hot, but my feet are cold
Seems I’ve grown too tall to hide in the dark
Society expects me to be some sort of adult
But I’ve never been able to overcome these thoughts
Haven’t grown a single inch inside this cage
Still the same person that time hasn’t forgot
Withering away and nothings likely to change
Age is nothing more than a number counting up
To some master plan no one lets you in on
If you think you need to know anything know this
You only need to know it will go away…

I’m all over the place… The feeling is a little insane…

Seems like an appropriate way to end
At the beginning before everything begins
In one big bang it all started to fall apart
And look where it had to end
You staring at me and my dick in my hand
Fingering my ass procures the same effect as a stick
I know the thought of either is making you sick
Or you’re like me and wondering what’s next
There’s still a third camp still wondering when
This will end at the beginning when everything began

Made it this far on broken dreams…

Slowing the world down for a second
The feeling in my head… this feeling
About how I wish I was dead
Because I’m so bored with all this shit
That I have left to do today
It overwhelms… Moving glaciers through the sand
Slowing time down for even a second
Isn’t working like I thought it would
Having doubts about everything I know
It’s like they are only thoughts in my head
The feeling inside my head… these feelings
About how I wish they said something better
Because I’m so bored with all they have to say
Conversations aren’t changing it underwhelms
Dragging glaciers through the sand… almost there
Slowing the world down for even a second
Could be the end of everything for everyone
Well… that just isn’t fair
Because I’m not enjoying any of this…

Hope all is well…