Chewing On Glass…

Waiting for you to speak to me
In the shadows… rusting on the TV
Does God have a plan or did Jesus
Jerk the wheel into another ravine
Not really all that sure of anything
How it is you feel about me
How I feel knowing the truth
Believing the lies all over again
It wasn’t like they were that far off
Really just fucked from the start?
Not really sure it all matters
How it is you feel about me
How I feel knowing the truth
Belief in anything can change with time
It wasn’t like it was all worked out before hand
Waiting for a sign to speak to me
From the shadows… decaying over the radio
If God had a plan this had to be it
Because even Jesus found a way
To get the fuck out of this place

Emergency care is not needed… at this moment…

Under all the rotting flesh
There has to be something
Buried deep down
I know there is more
Than I fear…
Life has to be more
Than this body
Than this brain
Or this blood
Under all of this
There has to be something
I can’t explain

More than one thought terrifies me…

We are only whispers of something
We could have been in the end
Echoes of something greater than
Spiritually no different than a fruit fly
Shitting and eating our lives away
Remembering the words in my head
The ones planted in me by what you said
Love isn’t an illusion it’s a mistake
Only an outcome stumbled upon over time
We are only whispers of what
We could have been at the end
Echoes of something greater than
Spiritually no different than you and I
Shitting and eating our way to oblivion
Remembering this is all one long story
With no written ending
Only an outcome stumbled upon over time