Chewing On Glass…

This high up the air has to escape to somewhere
Pent up energy has to escape to someplace
It is the science of nothing that makes us confused
There isn’t much of a difference
Between knowing and not knowing
The things you think you might believe in
Are basically little more than a feeling
This low to the ground the air has to go somewhere
Pent up energy has to go someplace
It is the science of everything that makes us so confused
About the difference between knowing and not knowing
Basically it is only a feeling living inside our heads

I personally feel better now that it’s been said…

There is no order to this disorder
Counting down the times I don’t remember
What’s your name? I’m not sure of this place
A horrible witness to a crime yet committed
If I cared… I’m sure I’d forget
My whole life described in gigabits
Useless bits of data to be thrown away
Hidden behind a paywall I couldn’t afford
With my own blood and sweat
The currency of time is all dried up
Hearts still beating for something more
But there’s nowhere to go beyond these walls
Seen it all before
Said it all before
Heard it all before
Touched all the grass I could
To know what I already found out
There was no order to this disorder
Only a place God seems to have forgotten about

Live fast and move the fuck on…

A blank space for things left to say
The panic in my chest won’t let up
How I’ve felt for a while now
For no real reason at all
What ma I to do without an answer
And my eyes closed to everything?
The sound settling in all around me
I don’t know but I’ve heard
This goddamn place is set to blow
I don’t know but I’ve heard
This is the best that it’s ever was
Less confused the less I know
More unsure the less that I care
It all keeps spinning or so I’m told
How does someone find the answers
To questions they no longer have?
Drowning here with the rest of you
Hasn’t been worth the price of admission
I don’t know but I’ve heard
This isn’t the way we should think
I don’t know but I’m pretty sure
I’ve been just fine not worrying about it

I had so much more to say… At least I think I did… or maybe I was forcing myself… hard to tell at this point… but my daughter has vacated the living room… and any one with kids knows… I’m out of here… Hope all is well… Keep trying and stay above the waves…