Chewing On Glass…

Everything is going to be fine
Worst case you’ll just die
And then who’s going to care
What we leave behind
Doesn’t define who we were
Barely proves we were even here
Bodies pilling up and we still
Don’t know what to do with them
Martyrs for a cause without definition
I’d like to believe it was for something
But it turns out it never really was
How’s that for a joke
How does it not hurt to feel
To be so sad and useless to the fact
That everything is going to be just fine
Best case someone’s going to remember
That one thing you said that one time
Better get it right then
There’s no room for mistakes anymore
Defined by a life unlived yet sacrificed

Shouldn’t let these thoughts get the best of me…

Breaking bones like they’ll heal
Ripping flesh from bone
Like it meant anything to
Tear myself apart
Killing myself so the rest can live
If you had even noticed
I’m sure you would have told me
How entertaining this all has been
The truth of the end
Is that the beginning
Was the best part of any of this
The rest was just filler
To move this along

Drawing conclusions all on my own…

I had hope and I had dreams
Though all they ever seemed
Was that they meant less than nothing
Starving for attention, craving a thought
I thought so little about how you’d feel
About it all, about this, and what was left
I’d like to think… not a thought but a fact
I really would like to believe there was more
After all you said I guess there will be
If you pray hard enough there could be
Each little voice singing in unison
Turns out meant nothing to the bottom line
Here we are again in another circle
A cycle of despair that began before you
And wasn’t ever going to end with me

Pretty decent start I’d say to what looks like another bleak start to everything… Hope all is well…