Chewing On Glass…

The words playout in my head
A tiny play about nothing
Your life time spent not existing
While I lock myself away
In my own tiny cage
I knew then I’d never have
Anything more to say
No way of getting you to
Change your ways…
Shouldn’t have tried
But I did anyway…

Chipping away at what is left that makes me feel this way…

It’s a long song with nothing to say
An endless waltz to your happy death day
Longed for an end that meant something
Sitting in place wasting away
Loved every minute but was it worth it?
I’ll never know or ever admit it
All I know is that I couldn’t quit
Before it was too late to end it…

These transitions are a bigger pain in the ass then they are worth…

Fall in place underneath walking shoes
The sky wasn’t as much blue as it is red
All dependent on the view from underfoot
Pressing harder and you know it’s with love
We do what we do… because we love you
We do what we do… for the benefit of man
You had to die for the rest to survive
These ways of life we’ve built in our minds
Make America great again huh?…
Couldn’t think of a time it was all that great
I guess… it all just depends on the view…
From underneath… trampled underfoot…
How it is that you fall into place

I probably shouldn’t attempt to say anything… because I am in no mood to say anything… Feeling lost walking down a winding path… Seven feet underwater watching the waves crash as I dance along in a blue sky… Nothing makes sense and yet I’ve got no complaints to speak of… All I have is my own demons to deal with… Who could ask for less?…

My bones ache from my own effort… And soon there won’t be anything left… What am I supposed to do then about feeling sorry for myself?… Who knows… Hope all is well…