Rebuilding myself from nothing
Dead inside
Lost and lonely
That’s been every day for years
Somehow this time feels different
Some ways it feels like the first time
Little deaths didn’t prepare me
For anything like this
An empty feeling inside my chest
A million thoughts raging through my head…
Digging at the coffin
Nails scratched deep into the wood
Splinters under the skin
Blood dripping back on me
And all I ever wanted
Was to leave this place
To get so far away from here
Resting in peace was never meant
For those of us like me
Suffocating under their needs
It’s a lot easier to kneel than it is to fall…
A constant drag on my soul
The need to let go is overwhelming
Never have I, never will I
Hating has become something more
A truth I can’t ignore
Imagine myself as someone else
Same architype every time
There is no escaping what I am
No balance in this world
Even if I believe there to be
The world is chaos and I don’t fit
Within its uneven order
Learning to live with this
Will only lead me back to a place
The place I have never left
A constant drag on my soul
And the need to let go
Broken Thoughts
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