I know you tried your hardest
But sometimes things just
Aren’t as easy as they seem in our heads
Words written down on paper meant to mean something
There never was no forgiveness left in me
The words spell out more than you are willing to admit…
What was it that you once said
No one could ever be as beautiful as you
Testing the theory that it was all in my head
How quickly you’ve changed
Now who is the one begging I was dead
Dragging the blade against the skin
Tearing out all the dirty thoughts
Where do I begin, trapped within
No one could ever be as clean as you
Testing the theory that it was all in my head
How quickly I’ve changed
Now who is the one suggesting medicine
Somethings aren’t meant to hurt… but they do…
Grinding the shards to a sharper point
I will make you into the monster
Stuck inside my head
Full of spite and resilience
Silent whispers fill your ears
The voices don’t go away
They only get louder over time
Delusion is only a state of mind
Unlike this love that will never die
What have I created for this world
Destroyed from the inside out
Under the skin digging my way
A walking grave to call home
The devil will seem like a breath of fresh air
When I am through with you
Obsession is only a state of mind
Unlike this love that will never die
Broken Thoughts
A little dark I guess today… no real reason for such dark pieces… This endless heat in South Texas though has really got me thinking… more about hell than anything else… maybe the devil a little bit too… tapping into emotions that I didn’t really know were really there… The fact that there are so many churches around here is really starting to make a whole lot of sense I must say… I’d sell my soul for a light drizzle… maybe even a cool breeze… Maybe a step too far on that last one… everyone knows God is all about those floods… Don’t mind me… my brain is only cooking inside my skull and I kind of feel like it’s mostly my fault…
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