Told myself what it was
Lied to my own reflection
About how this all must be
Take it all back
Every last cent
Every drop of blood
No longer do I care
Wasn’t worth a second of my time
Wasn’t worth the second chance
That I’ll never get
So, fuck it and take it all
Every drop of blood
Splashing against the floor
Next to every drop of sweat
How much more do you need
To prove this all wrong
If it wasn’t for the silence… I’m not sure I’d have anything to say…
On edge and slipping
Knew then that I wouldn’t know now
Breaking apart and falling off
Piece by piece
Inch by inch the cracks seem to grow
Across my face, my heart, across my chest
Know now that I wouldn’t know then
Time may pass and hearts may fade
My love for you though could never go away
Hurt more to think of losing you
Hurts more than thinking about death
A fear of living a life without you
Know now everything that I had to know then
Silently hoping it will all go away… nothing works this way…
Over everything you got over me
Mouth full of words that don’t mean
A damn thing to me anymore
No longer waiting
No longer hoping things will change
So many words made of nothing
Things said to move this along
Not anymore
Turning and walking away from everything
Told me this would all end if I
Didn’t do what you say
A trail left going the other way
Nothing said has ever managed to become true
I’m over everything held over my head
The rewards not worth
The punishment anymore
Broken Thoughts
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