Chewing On Glass…

The signs don’t make any sense to the situation
Do not enter… Only dead left inside…
Can’t seem to erase the tattoos on my skin
The words you’ve decided to leave there
They itch… They burn… They hurt… They don’t quit…
They are all I have left to remember
What it is you have done to me
Nothing left… Only dead inside…
The hurricane’s come and the storm has passed
All that’s left is the destruction and the home
Can’t seem to erase the pain from my soul
Love is a word I thought I used to know
It itches… It burns… It hurts… I don’t know…
It is all that anyone seems to want to hold
Bent and broken hollow words to hang onto
Nothing left… Only dead left inside…

There really is no point… Is there?…

I don’t know but it’s been said
There’d be no room for the living
If it weren’t for the dead…

We are greater than the sum of our parts…

There’s a point where everything comes together
Falls apart… disperses and waits to meet again
Particles smashing into one another
Millenniums pass and still waiting for a return
Time isn’t what we think it might be
Waiting and waiting… time drips like blood
Waiting and waiting… time dispenses like a soul
Waiting and waiting… The dust settles in thick
Rust sets in and you and I are still waiting
For a savior that never really planned to show up
God is like a father who was never really there
Mother Earth said it was his weekend ages ago
Waiting and waiting… time drips like blood
Waiting and waiting… time dispenses like a soul
Waiting and waiting… The truth settles in thick
Is there really any wonder we don’t give a shit?

I’m feeling very disconnected from everything… Not sure I was ever really connected to anything in the first place… but I feel as though a part of me is missing in some way… Something in me feels very empty… I don’t see any cure for this feeling for the time being… Pushing through is all that I have… So that is all that I can do…

Hope all is well…