Not sure if you know
But I thought I should say
None of this is advice on how
To handle depression or life
A silent nervousness I know
Words can be misguiding
Even in the most righteous context
Not sure if you know
But I thought I should say
Don’t follow me down
But please don’t go away
I try too hard to hold onto something that isn’t there…
All my excuses are getting lame
We’re only scratching the surface
Of a dependency that I can’t explain
Sitting still isn’t any easier than progressing
Sitting around waiting for the inspiration
I’m addicted to the things that don’t mean anything
Doing this to myself and blaming everyone else
My excuses are getting to be the same
We’ve only scratched the surface
Of a dependency that I can’t explain
Sitting still isn’t easier than progressing
Sitting around waiting for an answer
I’m addicted to giving away my time
Do this to myself and blame everything else
My excuses are getting heavy
To the point that they define me
Never been comfortable in my own skin…
It takes a village to build it up
It only takes one to burn it down
What it feels like to wear this crown
Made of needles… made of past sins
Never wanted this kind of attention
Only wanted this desperation to go away
Fading into the shadows
Chasing darkness until the end
Didn’t ask for any of this
Only how it has become
Lost somewhere in between
Want and need
Something I can’t see
Stuck in between
Who I am and what I need to be
Not sure this life is for me
Replacing you with me
Wasn’t the solution for me
Time though had other plans

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