Chewing On Glass…

Inspiration is fleeting without anything left to say
Long sentences that don’t seem to go away
A story I’ve already told on repeat
Lessons learned, but I can’t seem to move on
Distracted by all these thoughts of failure
What I was and what I’ll always be
Can’t hide from these feelings for a lifetime
Or can I? Lord knows I’ve been trying
Won’t let these feelings fade away
Who I am and want to always be
Grouped together lies with no end in sight
Taking each day and dragging them along
A story I live left on repeat
Lessons learned, but I can’t seem to move on
Distracted by all my thoughts of something better
What I want and what I think I deserve
Can’t hide behind these inflated feelings
Or can I? Lord knows it’s all I think about
Could I let these feelings fade away
To remember who I used to be
Innocence lost and naivety gone
There’s no going back from this
Who I am and what I’m meant to be
Grouped together facts I can no longer hide
No matter how hard I’ve tried
Ripping at my skin
I wanted something that’s so much more than me
Clawing my way deeper
I wanted something so much more than myself
All I want is something so much more than myself
Did this to myself… did this for me….
What is it that I have done?
Destroyed everything to find out what I already know
So tired of waiting for what I already know
There’s nothing under here but flesh and bones

Flesh and bones… and an endless amounts of words about it...

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