Chewing On Glass…

Driven under there was no other way
Trapped beneath this endless rain
Between the dead and myself
There isn’t anything left to claim
I wasn’t so sure and now I know
This was the way things were meant to be
Wish I knew there was another way
Before I gave into this feeling
But there isn’t any turning back
From this darkness in my head
Life they say has a plan we fight against
Crashing waves that don’t go away
Wearing you down until there’s nothing left
Halfway through a cycle that doesn’t care
Almost there and then what?
We’d had hoped we’d know by now
But we don’t know any more then when
This all began some time ago in our heads
I’d like to believe that I was in this alone
But you’ve been right there beside me all along

I think they are trying to sell it as progress…

We’ve made some changes doesn’t mean it’s any better
But we’re trying if you can believe it… I wouldn’t
Everything is running a little slower today
Still too much not to say anything
Doesn’t compute and it won’t go away
Just because you’ve got a plan doesn’t mean shit
The worlds not looking for answers but mistakes
Breath long enough and they will find them
Eyes breathing down my neck they want more than there is
Told myself this wasn’t the truth, but I know no other lie
Someone’s watching even if they’re not looking
Stationarily waiting for information to keep us paranoid
They say the world is killing us, is there any doubt why?
I’d do it too with your hands around my throat
Finger prints, evidence won’t save the case today
You, me, and her over there live here too… contemplating murder
Don’t worry I’m not confessing to thoughts we share
Never gave much of a shit myself until lately
It’s not like any of this ever really meant anything
Being part of some sort of master plan means everything with be fine
God’s not watching us poison every lake and river
God’s not concerned with mass genocide otherwise I’m sure
They’d have said something by now… makes sense
With a hammer lodged firmly in our heads
There’s no logical reason to ever change anything
Not when we are too busy trying to keep it the same
We are almost there if you believe it… I wouldn’t

I’m sure there is a lot to unpack here… but honestly I am in a rarely seen… around here at least… good mood… The world’s been going to shit for awhile now… and we are firmly strapped in tight… but honestly what are we doing for dinner?… I’m running out of ideas… There’s only so many ways to prepare chicken…

Now all I am thinking about is food… I wasn’t even that hungry… and now I fear that I might perish within the next twenty minutes… So I will be keeping this short… to the point… and very brief… Grab something to eat… savor every bite… and enjoy it for what it is… whatever it may be…

Privilege comes in many forms… We may not have everything we want… but we’ve got enough to keep going… Leave those negative thoughts for tomorrow… and live for today… Turns out everything’s not so bad after all…

Hope all is well…

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