Chewing On Glass…

Skipping rocks against the surface made of glass
They didn’t really like that and I didn’t care
It only rains when god has something to prove
Another storm rolling in, what is it this time I wonder
Went down to the river to bleed into the water
Feeling really tense inside my own skin
Can’t seem to find the patience to talk to you today
It takes more of me than I have led on
To bend to your unforgiving will in my head
So I went down to the river and bled into your water
I had hoped that would have been enough for you
Thought you’d understand me more if I was dead
But all of my best laid plans have always failed
Now you know more about me than I do you
Sanity isn’t something that drifts away over time
It is something bestowed upon you from others
Feeling really tense inside my own skin
Now that I understand what it was that I said
Can’t seem to find the effort that isn’t there
To explain any of this to you in words that makes sense
A marriage I believe it is called between man and nature
Doesn’t matter you took more than half any way
It was always predestined that you’d take everything
So I went down to the river to give what I could to the water
Slipped across the stones and forged a new path home
If you search for my soul… it isn’t lost it just hasn’t been found
Sinking deeper below the surface of the water that is you
I found much more than I bargained for looking in between