Chewing On Glass…

Wandering around once again
Substance abuse seems to be my thing
Not sure of anyone who wants to feel like them
Not sure of anything… even me
Floating around with this feeling in my head
Eyes burning… turning red… blood shot and hurting
How I’ve heard it said
It wasn’t that I didn’t understand
It was that I just didn’t care
Had one life to live and I didn’t want it
Does that make any sense?
It always has to me
Talking out my ass again about things
That I already know I shouldn’t say out loud
Poisoning myself only feels right… Justified
Given the circumstances of what seems right
It wasn’t that I didn’t understand
It was that I just didn’t care
How I’ve heard it said
The little voice in my head won’t stop
Telling me how I should feel
Been trying to overcome it, but it’s not working
It’s not going away… here to stay
Promises left unanswered
One conclusion just doesn’t seem to be enough
To explain myself away

Success isn’t measured in accountability… only dollar signs…

I just want you to know I have friends
And no there not just in my head
There’s Cactus Jack, Elmore Jenkins,
Valarie Hannigan, and Korbin
To name a few names that I know
To name a few people that aren’t you
I just wanted you to know I’m never alone
And there’s no way of knowing
If Clover Atwood, Yoshi and Zelda,
M.T. Billings, or Blackwood aren’t only in my head
Going to have to trust me and know
I’m never alone where ever I go
It isn’t all that crazy to sit around
Talking to yourself… It’s when they talk back
That things start to go off the rails

If I could… I would have set my sights much lower than I have…

Painting a picture of a road map
Sights unseen inside my head
Don’t pass the boundaries or you
Might find yourself hanging off a cliff
Don’t expect me to come looking
If you’ve made it this far
Too many seas of trees and streams
To go looking for things that aren’t there
The thunder rages on and the rain falls
Washing away the dried ink of this broken land
Lightening crashing… a thought turns into a flood
If you’ve made it this far… I’m sorry but
There’s only so much further to go
Before being lost is all that you know

It is time for a tale… A tale from the land of nothing at all… This week we will be reviewing movies yet to be written… Wouldn’t that be fun?… If only I was that talented… Rather instead of something fun we will be reviewing movies I’m sure we have all already heard of… and most definitely seen…

How though do we narrow it down to only a select few titles to talk about… Genre?… Year of release?… What I have been watching instead of working?… That last one is easy… I haven’t been watching any movies lately… I’m more into video podcasts or the free Top Gear channel on Amazon… or if all else fails I just start watching my favorite show… It’s Always Sunny In Philadelphia… Yes… it is still good and I’ll lay on a cross to that…

Beside the point of my crucifixion that no one called for… I did try to watch Star Trek Generations recently… in an attempt to revisit that trilogy of films before they left Amazon… I got a quarter of the way through before throwing my hands up… I’m not a Trekkie… I don’t get it… I barely like Star Wars… If it wasn’t for Darth Vader… I’m not sure I would have even bothered to finish any of them… still haven’t seen the last piece of trash movie they blew hundreds of millions of dollars on…

Are people still starving?… Probably… but if there is money to be made… well… fuck them and give them more of the same… Then of course there are the starving people they neglected to address… It all seems so sad to write out in long form… I left the house the other day… I know… It was one hell of an adventure for me… Apparently Amazon will sell you your own asshole… but a carton of cigarettes?… Customer retention or some shit like that… Let’s not get into the politics of it…

Beside the point… I left the house to find a bundle of death sticks… better known in England as… Got you… Why would I use such a horrible word?… This is a family blog after all and I’m not British… Speaking of children… They were out there with their bikes again… You’d have to be brain dead or thirteen to be out there in this heat… but they were neither… Grown ass people begging for change and clinging to what little they managed to own…

It was quite the sight given the laws we have here in Texas about panhandling… I mean has there ever been gold in this here hills?… I’m really not sure… But given Texas’s undying need to keep the riff raff out before they can get here it makes sense somewhere at the capital… Like banning women and preaching about the sin of homosexuality… Pick a fucking lane already… This mix message bull shit has gotten me all confused on the topic of anal…

Is it a sin?… Is it the only way to live?… I give up… do what makes you happy with consent I guess… How does it go again… This land is your land… and this land is my land… unless I change my mind then it’s a sin… This land was made for me and not you… I’m not very patriotic… so I wouldn’t know… With enough substances you don’t even have to live on this plane of existence…

And once you leave… Laws become irrelevant to you and me… That’s why this week’s topic is… Satisfaction Of A Temporal Condemnation… Simply put… I watched How To Lose A Guy In Ten Days… It was alright… Title could have been longer and Mathew McConaughey… had to look that up… could have at least shown some dong… Can’t win them all…

Hope All Is Well…

“This asshole has books on Amazon?”

Sure does… They don’t make great toilet paper…
But they are sure one hell of a fire starter…
Get yours today… use at your own risk…