Chewing On Glass…

Empty space the mind begins to drip
A slippery substance that most wouldn’t
Consider to be living or dead
Words and phrases to let the time slip
With a mouth sewn shut tight they’d never
Listen to a thought I’d ever have to say
The secrets of a universe that doesn’t exist
I wanted to love you… hate you… be you
But there’s no way I have found to be
Less than what I’ve already become
Under your tortures conditions

These thoughts weren’t meant to be taken to the other side…

You’d rather I suffer than think for myself
No one pays me to do what I’m told
Just to do as they say when they don’t
Bother to say anything in the first place
Should have known the rules but
No one bothered to write them down
And the ones posted don’t mean a thing
If I wasn’t confused before I must be now
Just sitting around waiting for you to tell me
How I feel about not feeling nothing
If you ask me, I couldn’t say where all
This stress is coming from these days
I guess it is all in my head and misplaced
If you ask me, I couldn’t say where all
This bullshit starts but I know how it ends
I guess that’s the part you forgot to factor in

If you cared I wouldn’t have to say anything…

This feeling just is the way it is
Forever lost until you find rest
These thoughts weren’t meant to die
Forever breeding in me
Looked for peace and this is what I found
Suffering and pain for crimes not committed
Looked for more and this what I have
Nothing and dreams for things not given
This feeling is just the way it is
Forever lost until there’s nothing left
These thoughts weren’t meant to die
Forever breeding in me
Looked for solace in what doesn’t exist

Today is a pretty big deal in America for reasons we should… Always remember… and never forget… So… I’ll keep my mouth shut and just move on… Hope all is well…