Chewing On Glass…

If you say it enough
Maybe it will mean something
Than you can shut the fuck up
About it… probably not
Never worked that way before
Worth a try with the little time we have
Face it your dad is probably gay
Maybe only a little bit but you see it
Your heroes are just losers in disguise
The person of your dreams shits uncontrollably
These aren’t universal truths they’re just facts
Face it your mothers greatest accomplishment
Is laying on her back long enough to finish
Not giving up and keeping it… You… Me…
Tell me I’m wrong or that you love her for it
Either way just be grateful she did the best she could
These aren’t universal truths they just are
Avoiding it isn’t going to stop it

If I wasn’t listening… where did I go?…

Burn after reading
None of this was going away
We’d all wish we could pray it away
We’d all wish we had prayed
For something better
But God only works in the opposite way
Burn after reading
None of this made any sense any way
We’ll all wish this meant more
Than it ever did
But life only works in the wrong direction
Burn after reading
None of this is going to change
No matter how hard we had prayed
We’ve done what we’ve done
Because that’s the way it was meant to be
So, we’ll burn it all after reading
And start it all over again
We think we know a better way
But all we know is the same thing
All of this nothing more than
Things best left unsaid
To the voices in our heads

The thought experiment continues… Artistically I had to make some decisions on this one… A compromise of my original artistic vision… Sometimes self-editing is for the best in the long run… Still enjoyed the original vision more… but that can just be for me… and whomever reads my notes after I have wandered off this plane of existence…

Truth be told… the original line wasn’t any better than what I chose in the end… Just less shocking… less harsh on the mental senses… and sometimes it is a good idea to push past the line… and other times what is really the point?… Life is a balance… a give and take… we are all trying to understand at the same time…

Was thinking about this thing… this thought without a dishonest solution… About how so many people want to learn… Learn things that can’t be taught… only experienced… And about how so many of us want to teach… Teach things that can’t be learned… only experienced… The greatest disconnect that I know… There’s something there and I know it…

In my bones… I can feel it is where so many of our problems lie… Sitting there waiting to be discovered… but for many of us the spark never comes… gets ignored… or… who the fuck knows… So many of us on so many different pages… It feels like at times none of us could possibly be reading the same thing… but we are… Each of us is writing… reading… living… our own pages in this book of life…

What does it all mean?… Where does it all go?… Fated to believe everything is going to be okay… A universal truth without a reason why… A broken thought rotting away in the back of my mind… Look at the time… Does it mean something?… Who knows… Hope all is well until next time…

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