Category: Blog
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Tonight Of All Nights…
The heart wants what the heart wantsAnd your heart has never wanted meDestined to be… disconnectedFated to be… how it was meant to beIt wasn’t as though I didn’t noticeTried to prove I was worth more thanYou thought of me… faithful to the endWas it worth it… destined to beDisconnected……
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Chewing On the Fat…
Burning through life like a junkieWith nothing to lose…Living wasn’t worth what they told me it wasThis isn’t a fucking raceIt’s a marathon that doesn’t endThink I’m going to be sickThe needles in my back… filled with liesRunning low on my own supplyLiving wasn’t what they said it would beThis…
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Wasn’t Enough To Say It…
If it hasn’t by now then it never willHaunted visions of what I could have beenSlowly… surely… Dying on the vineWithered skin peeling backBecoming what I’ve always fearedIf it hasn’t happened by nowThen it will never be alrightSlowly sipping at the poison in my headAlways believed I’d never die… A…
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That Just Isn’t My Thing…
Avoiding what needs to be doneFor fear of failure… success… changeLies I tell myself to stay the sameBurdens I carry with me to never beMore than my dreams could allowBurying myself further under broken thoughtsAn invisible mountain I’m too scared to climbSome of us really were only born to failI’ve…
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Let’s Bury This As Well…
None of this is making any senseWhen there’s so much I want to sayAll at once, not at all, and any wayStaring into another blank wallHow did I do it before? Can’t remember…Pressure rising and the relief valve brokenKnow what I should do, but I don’tDon’t feel like doing any…
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If I Told You… It Wouldn’t Make It True…
Space is a prisonI’ve written myself into a holeI can’t seem to get myself out ofConfused it’s like I don’t knowBut I do so the confusion growsMy words are getting blurrySpace is a prison we don’t understandMakes sense though I don’t know why that isCan’t seem to express this feeling…
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With Eyes Open… Pulled Back If You Would…
Information isn’t as powerful as we thinkNot when we keep changing the truthTo fit our twisted narrative of what to believeI’m not sure you know, but I know you don’tI’m not sure we know because I know we don’tOnly cause I wrote it that way to begin withBut I didn’t…
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If I Had Enough… It Wouldn’t Be…
This empty space is killing meBecomes all I can think ofAs I wait in silenceAn exercise in understand nothingThis crowded space is destroying meBecomes all I can think ofTrying to avoid youWaiting through all the noiseIn an attempt to understand somethingCan’t seem to find an equilibriumIn me or in this…
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Life’s So Pretty… With Eyes Closed…
Because walking a straight lineIs considered a waste of timeTaking the long way is the only way I knowSimply getting through this wasn’t the goalAnd I think it shows with the words I knowParts shifting and breaking internallyStuck in an endless loop with the same peopleThe earth could be flat…
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Making Every Promise Empty…
Wandering around once againSubstance abuse seems to be my thingNot sure of anyone who wants to feel like themNot sure of anything… even meFloating around with this feeling in my headEyes burning… turning red… blood shot and hurtingHow I’ve heard it saidIt wasn’t that I didn’t understandIt was that I…
Chewing On Glass... 