Category: Broken Thoughts
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Still Pretending To Be Asleep…
Sifting through the linesOur thoughts have become tangled upIn time… words on which we dineStill starring with little left to sayI’d die if it meant anythingBravery… the courage to believe in anythingPersonally I wish I couldBut until recently it seems I never couldBelieve… a single thing ever said to meWorlds…
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Look At The Time… Does It Mean Something…
If you say it enoughMaybe it will mean somethingThan you can shut the fuck upAbout it… probably notNever worked that way beforeWorth a try with the little time we haveFace it your dad is probably gayMaybe only a little bit but you see itYour heroes are just losers in disguiseThe…
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Until Maybe You Don’t…
This diagnosis escapes meWhen I still feel the sameThis prognosis is pretty negativeWhen I can’t stop hurtingMyself… Everyone… No one…Seems rather lazy to give into such thingsRather pointless when you won’t let goSeems rather useless given the reasonsThis diagnosis escapes meWhen I still feel the sameThis prognosis is pretty negativeWhen…
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November Is Calling…
I only want what seems to hurtOnly looking out for a means to destroyThere is a desperate sort of placeFound living in mePushing a rock to get nowhereTrying too hard to admit to nothingBrains not working right…Need a transplant… a better oneBody won’t stop fighting this rejectionI only want what…
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Tired Of Being Awake…
This isn’t a dreamThis can’t be realityWhen nothing feels rightStarring into a blacked out lightThe disease in me has grown up fineDid you ever wonder where the time wentOr did you just decide that you didn’t careThis isn’t a dreamThis can’t be realityWhen nothing leaves feeling rightScreaming into the trees……
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Things I Wish I Could Remember…
Another day on fireAnother day on recordWasn’t planning on dyingBut I’m sure no one ever isThe history of manIs told in tragedyWords we made upTo define what we areIsn’t it strangeThat we don’t understandAnother day on fireAnother recorded day on recordIsn’t it strangeThat we’re the same but notWasn’t planning on…
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Until The Sun No Longer Shines…
The coldest part of the universeMight very well be your heartIf it hurts as the blood pumpsCascading through frozen chambersIt doesn’t mean you’re alive or deadLife or something like itI’d take either one overWhatever this is meant to beDrinking used to mean something to meAn escape I couldn’t escape fromMy…
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If It Was Longer… Would You Listen?…
My moods change with the seasonsMy attitude kills the weakest of our kindAnd my emotional dependency dependsOn little else than what’s around meWhat am I if I’m not you being someone elseWho am I supposed to be if I’m someone else Losing time standing around… Waiting in line and growing…
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You Must Be Pleased…
Knew not what I knewWhat I had was it worthThe cost or the hurt it bringsTell me lord am I pushing throughProbably just giving into what you giveThe cost and the hurt it takesKnowing it all has to go awayIf wishing I was deadWas the plan then I’m doneDragging my…
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Clean The Wounds One More Time…
My heart is out of tune from who I’ve becomeAnother cigarette and I’ll understand the soundBuilding in my head like a funeral processionIf being dead was the answer I’ve known for a whileWhat it was that I wanted to do with this lifeDifferent words have different meaningsSaid out loud or…
Chewing On Glass... 