Category: Broken Thoughts
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Without A Care In The World…
Fighting destiny, pushing against my skin and bonesNot sure who I’m meant to be, but not wanting itHurts just as much as no knowingThe sea was angry again today my friendTook more souls than it needed but who knowsIt’s not like life has a quota for these thingsWe don’t know……
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The Most Serious Job… At The Most Serious Time…
A lighthouse in the distance desertMy coffin is buried in a sea somewhereWatching life from the edge of a cliffIt only goes down hill from hereCan’t seem to find my current place in thisAm I the sea or the edge of the cliff?Out of body experience metaphorsAren’t what anyone should…
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Trying Real Hard… Not To Be Extra…
Uncomfortable with the thoughtThe idea that any of thisCould actually mean more than I sayUncomfortable with the thoughtThe idea that I’m okay with any of itMy death doesn’t mean as much to meAs the thought of losing you to timeUncomfortable with the thoughtThe idea that I won’t be hereUntil the…
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The Voices Said It Couldn’t Be Done… And Yet Here We Are…
Defeat is the mother of inventionsIf that were true Edison wouldn’tHave shit on meDeceit is the father of intentionsIf that were true you wouldn’tMean that much to mePutting it together isn’t the same as figuring it outLife doesn’t hold as much mystery with eyes closedBeing isn’t like trying… covering our…
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Where Does That Leave Us?…
Dancing in the shadows of the lightThe future comes to me in a visionThere is no fire, no brimstone to holdViolence built in our heads unknownA peace washes over what’s left of the bonesFlowers growing where your heart once restedWithout any of us maybe this could be homeSomething better than…
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We Will Not Be Stopped… Unless You Ask…
Closed off from my own mindNot sure what to say about anythingHistory is passed down by the victorsWhen the information was limited by platformAll the talking heads say the same shitYou’re fucked and get used to itClosed off from the rest of youNot sure what to say about anythingOpinion is…
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Much Darker Than I Intended…
Keeping a journal of my darkest thoughtsHasn’t been as cathartic as I thoughtA recollection of my own bullying ideasBeating myself into compliancyHasn’t really been the best for meListening to thoughts I haven’t heard in a whileRemembering this isn’t how I used to be…Only what I have allowed myself to becomeIf…
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I’m Still Here… Victory… I Guess…
More people give up than succeedDoesn’t make it any easier to proceedMaybe when I’m older, maybe when I’m deadSomething to look forward to I guessNot sure what I want out of any of thisA life spent wondering what ifDoesn’t make much sense outside of the rest of itThis struggle is…
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Blurry Vision Of Tales Building In My Head…
Knew this feeling couldn’t lastThrowing shit against the wallKnew this idea couldn’t lastIt’s not like I could stick to itKnew this dream couldn’t lastBefore I replaced this delusionWith something worseMy heart is a whoreThat can’t ever decideWhich direction the blood should goThis time…Knew this feeling couldn’t lastThrowing myself into the…
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Making Every Promise Empty…
Wandering around once againSubstance abuse seems to be my thingNot sure of anyone who wants to feel like themNot sure of anything… even meFloating around with this feeling in my headEyes burning… turning red… blood shot and hurtingHow I’ve heard it saidIt wasn’t that I didn’t understandIt was that I…
Chewing On Glass... 