Category: Poems
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Nothing Left To Remind Me… Except Everything…
With this trail of tearsThe path becomes unclearBlurry eyed and missingI thought I loved youBut I lied… to myself… to everyoneThis trail of tears turns into a floodWashing away this disguiseI can no longer hide behind these eyesBroken hearts it turns outCan’t heal properly over timeWho knew I’d felt better…
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Somehow… I Have Lost My Notes…
This can’t be how it isNot like beforeBecause that is how it always isRunning in circlesSpiders spinning webs across the skinTrying to figure out where to beginThe world doesn’t owe meAnd you never owned meStill stuck here and I can’t let goWith you and of myselfLocked away by a hidden…
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Violence Solves Nothing…
The silence is lonely and the nothing so lovelyWho am I kidding by breathing?Wasn’t cut out to be anything other thanWhat I have become over timeThere isn’t enough that I give you credit forMy depression doesn’t leave much room for admirationFill the void with excuses… made up reasonsTo keep myself…
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Chased Them All Away…
Selfishly wondering if you’ll ever noticeWhat it is that I have built for myselfWith my hands, my body, my soul, and your sacrificeI know I could conquer a world that doesn’t even knowWith my hands… my body… my soul…I know selfishly I could take controlI know because I believe in…
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Cancellation Pending…
Tracking an intrepid goal through the woodsAnd out of the home that is my mindI remember the memories but the thoughts I don’t knowWhat is there left to offer behind everything?Companionship… Love… Devotion…Hidden behind a chain linked fenceHidden behind rusty barbed wire and old emotionsWhy is this happening without a…
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There’s No Way Of Knowing…
Slowly fading back in timeLost to no availWondering if this is nowOr five minutes agoWhen I thought I couldn’t failThe world is made out of spider websAnd chicken bones folded into a vailSurely you know that this can’t be trueEven if we all know it could beSweat dripping off a…
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The Break Has Been Nice… Even If Nothings Changed…
There’s a time where things just don’t feel relevantBeen there one too many times looking backLying naked on the floor hanging outside a car doorTime and place as I said don’t matter as reality begins to slipDusting off the surface that has grown upon the skinI don’t think this is…
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To Begin With…
Prison rules are in full effectNew slavery has nothing to sayToo scared all of it will go awayBorn with nothingToo late to stop the trendIf I told you there could be a better wayNo one would listen anywaySelf-absorbed in something that doesn’t existThere are no more heroes leftWhen there are…
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Left Out For Too Long…
Meant Nothing A lie is finished and another one beginsThey say that it is all in my headBut if you’d only let me beginThen maybe I could show youWhere the truth in the matter liesI feel as though we’ve lost all hopeIf we had any to begin with I’d never…
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Light and Sound Can’t Separate… Part 2…
It never was all the hard before it was softTen more minutes and the vomit becomes a pillowSlow suicide is what we are all really afterOnce said happiness is a six foot ditchI’ve never been wrong about things that don’t matterHard to believe… but it’s true if you trust me…
Chewing On Glass... 