Category: Poems
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Chained To The Floor… By My Own Will…
If I Only Knew The panic begins as the thought creeps inMy own heartbeat driving everythingI’m so lost against the soundI don’t even exist anymoreThe feelings I once had I don’t have any moreI see myself slipping down further than I ever thoughtChained to the floorBy my own willA deep…
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Broken Thoughts… Swinging For The Fences…
What the fuck am I even doingDigging ditches called memoriesIt’s all pointless so whyDo I feel the need to cryThe reason to breath, fucking seethingUnhappy and I don’t know whyPointless, but here we goAnother day waking and waitingHere we go another dayBelieving everything will be fineHere we go one more…
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Broken Thoughts… More Than I Need…
Constant like a fucking childDriven underDriven to liveA mindless existenceShut the fuck upThen maybe, you’d be rightTape my mouth shutTorture me, make me feel somethingNothing different then the wayIt is supposed to beCut my limbs, nail them to a treeSame as it is supposed to beI wish you’d do onto…
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Inspired By….
The Devil Within Tearing through my fleshCan’t tell what is leftDead or aliveFucking kill itDoesn’t matter anymoreScreaming in the darkTake me with youDrown within a dream, a nightmareSuffocatingThe scars were never meant to be seenCrackingHating all of thisA life I thought I had to liveDestroying everythingSmashed against my skinI have…
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Broken Thoughts…
Staring into the mirrorWondering why notThe blade pressed up against meNot sure why lately I’m notAnti-lobotomyDriven crazy, fucked at the thoughtCommon sense doesn’t mean shitDrowning in my own lifeSuffocating at the thoughtThat all of this must keep going on Where is the savior we’ve been waiting on?… Who put me…
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Broken Thoughts… Nothing Ever Changes…
Defying death the thing I’ve becomeSay a prayer for all that you knowSilence falls on your prayerBeyond my controlBeyond my understandingOnly human, you know what I knowMurder, death, hurtRespond to the sins I understandLook to the past, wordsExistence I’ve failed to understand Suffocating through what I know… Education was always…
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Dictating An Existence That Doesn’t Exist… Call It Life…
Holiday In The Unknown Waiting for your wordsWaiting for anythingI’ve become boredStaring at a wall isn’t for meThoughts come seeping back in How I wish I was deadThat life is meaningless They don’t mean much said only onceOver and over until they won’t leave my head? How I wish I…
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Broken Thoughts… Breaking Down The Forever Circus…
The sadness sinks inA world with no reasonBroken hearted, left wonderingHow much time is left To destroy The truth is more than I can describe… Drinking a death wish left to employI’d take you all if it means happinessSelfish, I’ve always known whySo much easier to take awayThen live this shit…
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Broken Thoughts… Still Swimming In Need…
Candles burning black and then redThe world wanted more so I gave what they demandedAn army of flesh, an army of broken bones and regretCan you defeat what is already dead?The fires rage on, with no one to put them outWill they ever die?Candles burning black and then redCalling out…
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We Made It Down Here Today… Broken Thoughts All The Same…
Heavy handed explanation of nothing at allA feeling in your heart, a hand around your throatBroken bodies speaking in tonguesAn ancient language only you and I knowWords made of sounds and movementsKilling myself to watch you dieEquality means more than we can understandPersecution of your heart, of your broken soulEach…
Chewing On Glass... 