Tag: Fears
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Walking Through The Lake Of Fire…
Staring Into Your Eyes Nothing is taking this feeling awayPainful reminder I’m not who I thought I wasAn example that you never didLove me like you said you didA lie, a waste of timeHow can I really still feel this wayNothing adds up to anythingLooking around, living the lieSee everything…
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Something Different…
Before In death we find peaceBut what about the restWhat about here and nowTranquility in sinBlood for passionPassion for bloodDrinking until you don’t rememberForgetting all the times beforeDo it once moreOver and over a repeatingKaleidoscope of bullshitHeard it all beforeExcuses becoming uselessYet I still have moreMy condition is humanBut why…
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Broken Thoughts…
The chambers of the heartKeep pumping bloodEven if there is no will to go onPatience but for whatA long waiting game for nothing at allI carved one outOnly to give one upNothing feels natural anymoreA made up actI call loveDoesn’t matter anymore where it comes fromIf only my thoughts could…
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Broken Thoughts… Without Me…
I gave it all up for this?These feelings don’t subsideThese feelings grow deeperSlip into the cracks of my broken heartGive it another yearGive me a whole lifetimeWaste it once againIf I could do it overSo unsure if I wouldLife gets easier with timeBecause the will to liveGoes with itGave up…
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Something Different…
Together Until the End The thoughts like suicide lose meaningIf done more than twiceUnable to find meaning in what’s been saidNever look back, keep plowing aheadNone of this will matter when we are all deadNuclear holocaust, burning until there is no resolveWhoever said the cold war had ended is dead…
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Broken Thoughts…
What is evolution if not a theoryAn unbroken chain of stupidityWeak ruling the strongTelling them what’s right and how they’re wrongMy boss is an asshole yet I smile and nodWho’s the dumb one after all? A sour thought to think any of this will mean anything… My thoughts bleed from…
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Broken Thoughts… For All The Wrong Reasons…
Nothing good has ever come of thisThe truth in lies is full of shitI think I have all the answersLocked away inside my headIn reality I have nothing and I’m fine with itIgnorance truly is blissSo are lies you can’t resist “I want to jerk off onto the sores of…
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Broken Thoughts…
Always standing and watchingParticipation is only an optionWaiting through the darknessCopying, pasting thoughts and ideasMy thoughts have never beenMine and mine alone Generations of bending and shaping… Walking this as slow as I canThe rush to die wasted on the youthThoughts of immortality disappear with every yearTo be trapped in…
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Something Different… More Of The Same…
Breakdown Working towards somethingPushing myself to the edgeThe brink of everything that’s realThe point at which I am deadKeeps digging, the mind wants moreKeep reliving, the memories I deserveStains on broken glassVisions left without wordsBring to life everything that I fearBring the innocent to their kneesBeg for forgiveness though no…
Chewing On Glass... 