Chewing On Glass…

Tag: irrational

  • Broken Thoughts…

    The chambers of the heartKeep pumping bloodEven if there is no will to go onPatience but for whatA long waiting game for nothing at allI carved one outOnly to give one upNothing feels natural anymoreA made up actI call loveDoesn’t matter anymore where it comes fromIf only my thoughts could…

  • Broken Thoughts…

    My hands are callus and soaked in bloodQuitting isn’t what it used to beWalking away isn’t a train of thoughtIt’s an action that weighs more than itselfThe words so heavyThey don’t come out rightNothing comes out right anymoreEach thought is loaded with regretForced out by a will to keep goingGod…

  • If It Doesn’t Kill… Then It Doesn’t Hurt?…

    After so many rejections it becomes so much easier to ignore the vultures that come circling around my rotting corpse. Letter after letter. Email after email telling me they wish me well. Words copied and pasted as hollow as my soul. All of this self-mutilation for one person to just…

  • Broken Thoughts… Without Me…

    I gave it all up for this?These feelings don’t subsideThese feelings grow deeperSlip into the cracks of my broken heartGive it another yearGive me a whole lifetimeWaste it once againIf I could do it overSo unsure if I wouldLife gets easier with timeBecause the will to liveGoes with itGave up…

  • Beyond the End…

    “Despite purified air, despite not going out for months, despite no human contact in over a year, and despite a diet balanced out to be everything that my body needs. I have become sick. I have become infected with something I have to silently suffer with. Alone and isolated I…

  • Broken Thoughts…

    What is evolution if not a theoryAn unbroken chain of stupidityWeak ruling the strongTelling them what’s right and how they’re wrongMy boss is an asshole yet I smile and nodWho’s the dumb one after all? A sour thought to think any of this will mean anything… My thoughts bleed from…

  • Something Different…

    Not Much Left To Say Dress all in black to match my shadowFit into my skin, stretched out and hollowWash away my sinsWhen there’s no way left to winBleeding myself dry to existSo tired of throwing the same old fitMost days wish I did not existSuicide is pointless when no one gives…

  • Broken Thoughts…

    Always standing and watchingParticipation is only an optionWaiting through the darknessCopying, pasting thoughts and ideasMy thoughts have never beenMine and mine alone Generations of bending and shaping… Walking this as slow as I canThe rush to die wasted on the youthThoughts of immortality disappear with every yearTo be trapped in…

  • Watching The World Go By… In Ever Passing Moments…

    The Plan Feelings disappear into the lightFaded but always thereMoments in time seems to last foreverSeconds of thought, a lifetime of regretDecisions made that can’t be undoneAnother day in the life of someone elseToo afraid to take a stepBackwards or forwards there is nothing leftFeelings reappearing every nightHaunting me from…

  • This Is All…

    With scars so deep it’s amazing I can even sleep…  The dark moments they passBehind closed doorsBehind closed eyesStanding in plain sightThis too will pass