Tag: irrational
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It Must Be Tuesday Already…
There was a point to somethingRaised to believe something that doesn’t existI’m not sure anymore this is what I wantTalking my way into another cornerThis never ending cycle lives in my headMy words are my life but my life is silentThere was a point once to somethingRaised to believe that…
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Let’s Get It Over…
There comes a point where nothing means anythingSooner for some and maybe never for othersIt’s all kind of pointless if you think too longMoney, Sex, Power… they all run outThe obsession is an oppressive waste of timeThere ain’t no salvation out here on your kneesIn your head or behind the…
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In My Head It Disappears…
Thinking too hard about what to sayThe moment I thought I was havingSlips away… Where it went?Where ever it goes? Whatever this is?Isn’t anything I was trying to do or sayI’d scream my uncertainty louderBut I know that it can’t escape through my skinI know it wouldn’t help alleviate this…
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Here’s What I Know…
Stole all my best linesFrom a source I can’t rememberStole them from myselfGave them all away just the sameNothing worthy of repeatingA silent sound describingHow does it make you feel?An overbearing insulting meaningHow does it make sense?It doesn’t so let me begin againFrom the end here it goes… Like the…
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Lack Of Important Information…
Cleaning this mess is going to take more than changeThe world’s on fire and it’s been over for awhile Just a bit too late to change a thingNot much left to do except enjoy the viewLifted idea from a better manSwallow the ashes of our past mistakesIt’s time to fake…
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Nothing Left To Remind Me… Except Everything…
With this trail of tearsThe path becomes unclearBlurry eyed and missingI thought I loved youBut I lied… to myself… to everyoneThis trail of tears turns into a floodWashing away this disguiseI can no longer hide behind these eyesBroken hearts it turns outCan’t heal properly over timeWho knew I’d felt better…
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Somehow… I Have Lost My Notes…
This can’t be how it isNot like beforeBecause that is how it always isRunning in circlesSpiders spinning webs across the skinTrying to figure out where to beginThe world doesn’t owe meAnd you never owned meStill stuck here and I can’t let goWith you and of myselfLocked away by a hidden…
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Violence Solves Nothing…
The silence is lonely and the nothing so lovelyWho am I kidding by breathing?Wasn’t cut out to be anything other thanWhat I have become over timeThere isn’t enough that I give you credit forMy depression doesn’t leave much room for admirationFill the void with excuses… made up reasonsTo keep myself…
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Chased Them All Away…
Selfishly wondering if you’ll ever noticeWhat it is that I have built for myselfWith my hands, my body, my soul, and your sacrificeI know I could conquer a world that doesn’t even knowWith my hands… my body… my soul…I know selfishly I could take controlI know because I believe in…
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Cancellation Pending…
Tracking an intrepid goal through the woodsAnd out of the home that is my mindI remember the memories but the thoughts I don’t knowWhat is there left to offer behind everything?Companionship… Love… Devotion…Hidden behind a chain linked fenceHidden behind rusty barbed wire and old emotionsWhy is this happening without a…
Chewing On Glass... 