Tag: loathing
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Broken Thoughts…
Living out the eulogy, the funeral has beenHappening for yearsKnew you were right when I said you weren’tKnown I’ve felt the same, but I didn’t want tooA lie fromDay one, yesterday, todayI don’t know any moreToo late to turn any of this aroundA long time comingLong time spent looking the other wayI…
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Broken Thoughts…
Her pain is internal, long lasting, and forever. It is a constant as rich as her words. Nothing seems to make her happy anymore. She is lost. In a place, I can no longer find. It is as though from time to time she has an out of body experience.…
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“I See The Game… And It Sees Me”…
Desperately Trying To Hold On, For You Thought about the thoughtsThat make us human after allThought about the thoughtsThat don’t matter at allThought maybe then I thoughtAbout it allAll these thoughts I thoughtAs I waited for the fall We tell ourselves it mattersWe push for resultsBut in the end as…
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Broken Thoughts…
Sharing in your tragedyA loveless relationship built on painDiscuss our inner fearsFriendship only meant to get us through a timeLong lasting, forever scaredTorn between two ideasOne I’ve had another only thought ofA dream of what you becameSad, sickly, lonely GIF of a manSpoke my peace now I know whyNow I…
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Broken Thoughts…
Locked inside my head with nothing to sayThe bugs dance beside my lifeless corpsePulling bits of paper from my soulMore scraps to add to the shit pileHow long can I drag this feeling out?A lifetime surrounded by borrowed timeThe darkness sinks its dirty fangs into my neckReminding me I’ve always been this wayA…
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Broken Thoughts- Forgive Me
I’m addicted to the dramaI’m addicted to the painI’m addicted to this feeling that won’t go awayI like to watch you sufferSomething wrong with meSomething has broken I can’t fixI’m addicted to the wayI’m addicted to the sameI’m addicted to these feeling that won’t go awayPushing myself to this pointDriving…
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Broken Thoughts…
The signs were there all alongLighting the way for the climaxIlluminating the inevitable fallWho does this to them, to ourselvesStatistically speaking one and the sameReality couldn’t be any further apartLooked so good on paperIt had to work at least onceWhat could all this really meanTo someone who doesn’t careI gave…
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Crossing The River Of Hypocrisy…
Rest Forever When We Are DeadThe feeling slips away from meYour soft skin drags across the floorThe shredded self of worthlessnessDeception is the only way to communicateLetters become wordsBroken sentences of a useless paragraphThey say you’re deadBut when you died is undecidedKilled you in my mind so long agoSo I…
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Broken Thoughts…
The chambers of the heartKeep pumping bloodEven if there is no will to go onPatience but for whatA long waiting game for nothing at allI carved one outOnly to give one upNothing feels natural anymoreA made up actI call loveDoesn’t matter anymore where it comes fromIf only my thoughts could…
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Broken Thoughts…
My hands are callus and soaked in bloodQuitting isn’t what it used to beWalking away isn’t a train of thoughtIt’s an action that weighs more than itselfThe words so heavyThey don’t come out rightNothing comes out right anymoreEach thought is loaded with regretForced out by a will to keep goingGod…
Chewing On Glass... 