Chewing On Glass…

Tried again today
Ink to paper and I don’t know
What it is I am doing here
Tired again today
Ink to paper and the words
Aren’t coming to me
An empty mind to a rolling start
What is it I am doing here
Daring to do nothing
Tracing the words into their place
Tried again today
Ink to paper and more shit
To just throw away

I’d rather die… Just so you know dying takes a lot of effort too…

Spiders competing for space between my eyes
Casting webs made of lies
I’ve lost track of what day it might be
Swaying from a noose like pendulum
Keeping beat with time isn’t as easy as it seems
I’m drowning but no one is even noticing
This far under water there isn’t anyone for miles
Wolves competing for a space between my arms
Digging through the useless things
I’ve lost track of what life might be
Swaying from the sound of your lost voice
Keeping your attention isn’t as easy as it seems
I’m pretty sure I’m already to dead to even notice
This far under ground there isn’t anyone for miles
Not sure I’m bored enough to make any sense
Of what any of this is supposed to mean to me
Drowning underground a million miles from you
This couldn’t have been what you meant
When you said I love you too

Lost my voice now I can’t hear a thing…

Our relevance determined by someone else
Bending and shaping the words into place
I don’t think you understand the magic
The art it takes to give away a little of my soul
Because what I know is I don’t…

I’m currently drowning in words… and there’s no other place I’d rather be… If any of them are any good… is really up to who ever bothers to read them… With this many word to swim through… Not really too sure I am going to have a lot to say outside of them… Being busy is very draining…

Hope all is well…