Author: chewingonglass
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Broken Thoughts… Dragging Out The Bones From The Back Room…
I’d run if I thought it would mean anythingSame useless self no matter where I goThoughtless and pointless to fight this any furtherEscaping my skin would be a waste of timeSame person always buried withinHopelessly waiting for everything to changeThis depression and this truth sinking in Begging and pleading with…
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Broken Thoughts… Fading Into The Distance Beyond the Horizon…
Tangle and tiedFrom my wrist to my anklesAround my throat and down I goWrapping me from head to toeIt doesn’t let goIt only consumesThe thoughts of love, thoughts of youGripping and pullingWho ever said this was doneA voice in the distance, callingScreaming and beggingWho ever said this was okayA voice…
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Broken Thoughts… There’s A Lot Left Unsaid…
Rebuilding myself from nothingDead insideLost and lonelyThat’s been every day for yearsSomehow this time feels differentSome ways it feels like the first timeLittle deaths didn’t prepare meFor anything like thisAn empty feeling inside my chest A million thoughts raging through my head… Digging at the coffinNails scratched deep into the…
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Broken Thoughts… Not Going To Believe What There Is To See…
The devil’s making her way insideHer cape draped, drips with crimsonThe genius that it isA flashing image of imaginationA reality stuck in my headWhy is it we question anything that is said?Why is it we want to be lead so blindly?God told me once, said some shit about somethingOnly thought…
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Broken Thoughts… A Denial… Of Dirty Wounds…
I seemed to have out stayed my welcomeNot by a month or a week a day at the mostOdd sense of feeling like this but who doesn’t?When push comes to shove and it pulls you underA rivalry that couldn’t possibly die without us bothI could tell you the truth, but…
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Broken Thoughts… With A Suspension of Disbelief…
There’s a moment whenEverything feels lostThere are moments whenEverything feels so lostThen there are moments whenEverything feels lostAnd there’s a moment whenEverything feel so lostBut there are also moments whenEverything feels lostBecause there are moments whenEverything feels so lostMore of a statement thenA revelation of another time There’s no reason…
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Broken Thoughts… Done With All The…
Any emptiness within my headBroken down it begins anewNot so sure anymoreWhat any of this is meant to beNot quite so sure anymoreWhat any of this might have meant to meTortured soul… against myself and no one elseNo longer remember what it isThat has put me here in this placeLost…
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Broken Thoughts… Preview Edition…
We Had Made A Wish The knife digs deep into the flesh. Blood trickles out of the incision before becoming a constant stream. “A little further. Just a bit more,” he says encouragingly. “How much does it need for what I want?” She asks, trying to mask her pain. “The…
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Broken Thoughts… Preview Edition…
Through Struggle Drink to feel sickSick to the feelOf this allWhy must IWhy must weBreed with ill resultsTo feel wholeTo understand moreI don’t know Drink to feel differentIndifferent to it allCrawling on the groundAcross the broken glassTearing open the scarsTo feel anything at allWhy must IWhy must weNeed to understand…
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Broken Thoughts… That Don’t Last Forever…
Waiting for these moments to passThese moments we like to call lifeMiscommunication of a thoughtThat have found their way in againBroken ideas breaking apart in my headHammer to my brain… self-inflictedSawing into my own legs… to slow the painGlued together sense of self… know I’m not insanePiece by piece I…
Chewing On Glass... 