Author: chewingonglass

  • What I’m Made Of…

    Only a Matter of Time “Hello Liam,” I say as I enter the room. “Doctor,” he smiles in his own sinister way. “How’s everything today?” I ask him. “Oh, you know can’t really complain. Got to sleep in late, watched as the birds played in the trees while I enjoyed…

  • “I See The Game… And It Sees Me”…

    Desperately Trying To Hold On, For You Thought about the thoughtsThat make us human after allThought about the thoughtsThat don’t matter at allThought maybe then I thoughtAbout it allAll these thoughts I thoughtAs I waited for the fall We tell ourselves it mattersWe push for resultsBut in the end as…

  • Broken Thoughts…

    Sharing in your tragedyA loveless relationship built on painDiscuss our inner fearsFriendship only meant to get us through a timeLong lasting, forever scaredTorn between two ideasOne I’ve had another only thought ofA dream of what you becameSad, sickly, lonely GIF of a manSpoke my peace now I know whyNow I…

  • Finding Peace..

    Finding Peace in the Darkness Scratching the walls with my nails. I want more. Another day or another night. I can’t resist the temptation of the kill. They said it would go away. It hasn’t. They said over time things would become normal. They haven’t. Everything they said never came…

  • And Other Things From This Time…

    Felt No More I gave up, then gave inStill, you’re unhappy with whatWe’ve becomeI gave you everythingOnly to end this with nothingYet I’m the assholeWhat it means to be a manI’m the one who should wearThe villainous mask because it fitsI’m sorry I guessFor what I don’t knowMaybe by now,…

  • It’s A Funny Story… Even If It Isn’t…

    Trying something new… Imagine that… I haven’t written anything new outside of poetry and the new story I am working on… Sadly that isn’t for the website… Redoing my next book… well kind of… I had this whole theme I was running through the whole book… I didn’t like it……

  • Broken Thoughts…

    Locked inside my head with nothing to sayThe bugs dance beside my lifeless corpsePulling bits of paper from my soulMore scraps to add to the shit pileHow long can I drag this feeling out?A lifetime surrounded by borrowed timeThe darkness sinks its dirty fangs into my neckReminding me I’ve always been this wayA…

  • Something Different… In Your Own Words…

    Perspective In The Infinite…By: Sylvia Ambrose I choke with every breath of airIt stands still and it tastes staleI cringe at all the sounds of lifeThey shake my bones and make them frailI find it harder everyday to keep the things That make me care I feel gravity dragging me…

  • Broken Thoughts- Forgive Me

    I’m addicted to the dramaI’m addicted to the painI’m addicted to this feeling that won’t go awayI like to watch you sufferSomething wrong with meSomething has broken I can’t fixI’m addicted to the wayI’m addicted to the sameI’m addicted to these feeling that won’t go awayPushing myself to this pointDriving…

  • Alone Now…

    I Think We Are Alone Now “I’m scared Chris do we really have to be here so late? Couldn’t we have come earlier in the day?” She asks pressing against me. I’m scared too, but I don’t let her know that. “Don’t be scared. I just wanted to show you…