Author: chewingonglass

  • Broken Thoughts…

    This could  carry me into next weekThe thought that maybe any of this mattersBleeding to know that there is still lifeA loneliness has bred an isolationChasing down an unrealistic dreamA quest to become God to a desolate planetThere is no end to an unapologetic beginningKill the man, the idea lives…

  • And Other Things From This Time…

    Staying Down My mind is going a mile a minuteA minute a mile and I have to rememberThis is only a symptomOf something that I have createdI wish I could forget or maybe rememberNot everything has to have a reasonHeavy-handed and light-headedI miss the days where none of this matteredPicking…

  • Broken Thoughts…

    Fissures and cracks within my soulWhere they come fromI’m afraid I do not knowRelentless and forthcomingI keep swimming the cracks wideningEven though I know I’m drowningMy body wants to stop, my mind says keep goingIf I gave up now what would be the point at all? Locked in a box……

  • Do It All Again…

    The rain comes down hard as it beats against my cardboard house like a drum. It upsets me at first, but then I remember I wanted to move anyway. Nothing truly upsets me anymore. Nothing outside of the wastefulness of the people that surround me where ever I go. Town…

  • And Other Things From This Time Preview

    Not the Answer Sex is an ugly thingDo what you have to doThen it’s all overI write because I have toThen it’s all overI’d stay and talkBut I have to writeThis all overA process with meaningStill no answersAtheism is a questionIs there a God?Am I only alone?In my head am…

  • Broken Reality…

    This is something I would only say to my best friend, but since that is you and since you aren’t you anymore. I have to feel. I have to live as though I am alone. I see you every day. Walking by me as if this is all normal. Walking…

  • Something Different…

    Thoughts in My Head When the world endsThere won’t be anything left to say we were hereBut I’m sure somehow, some wayI’ll be staring at your face for all eternityYour demon-like eyes and your poisonous thighsWill all, but warm me by the fireSo cold I will still be, that none…

  • And Other Things From This Time…

    All Fucked Up I’d like it better if you told meWhat I already had to loseI’d like it better if you lied to meAs you already doI can’t stand this feelingOf having nothing left to loseI can’t stand this ideaThat I never meant anything to you My brain is a…

  • And Other Things From This Time…

    Mountain of Questions The white picket fences have been torn downFrom the post to the groundIt all lays flat all aroundThe existence of dreams provesThere is something more to you and meThe clothes have all but come offFrom our heads to our toesThey lay flat on the floorThe fact that…

  • Passions…

    “So here we are once again. You with the gun and me with the hostage. Who do you think is going to win this time? Me or you?” The madman with the barrel pressed against the victim’s head ponders out loud. “Things may seem like you’ve got the upper hand,…