Category: Blog
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Big News Coming… But For Now…
It hurts more knowing… than finding out…It hurts more wondering… than finding out…It hurts more feeling this wayThan anything else I can think ofI think of nothing else… and this is what I amLeft with… an empty heart… a broken mindIf I could turn back time to better timesI know…
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Slow Start To Everything…
Wasn’t like we had anything better to do with our timeMakes sense we’d wasted it not moving on from thisWasted it sitting in a room chain smoking all aloneNo one said there was a right way, but there’s plenty of evidenceAbout the many ways I could fuck this up for…
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Listening to Crickets In The Pale Moonlight…
There is a noise inside my headI don’t know how to get it outI don’t know maybe when I’m deadGive it some more time I think it saysThen again maybe I just can’t tell the differenceBetween the noise in my head and what’s been saidI don’t know maybe like I…
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Just A Skin and Bone Skeleton…
Waiting around is making it that much worseIt isn’t a race, but then what really isn’tGetting closer to the end feel like the only wayThough I’m pretty sure I’m on the wrong trackWhen it comes to things like thisThe Lord will let us know… with a shrugUntil then best of…
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Be My Rock… And I’ll Be Your Friend…
After a decade of liesI no longer have a passion deep insideAll I can see is how all of this was a waste of timeEditing between the linesA storm is coming in but the stormsAll ready been here all this timeAfter a decade of liesI no longer have a heart…
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Would Of Been… Could Have Been… Worse Than We Ever Thought…
Going for a ride to the other side of the conversationNot sure where this will lead me to no endMostly the point, but that’s not the way things should beHow I do things these days or any day for that matterRunning away from these guilty feelingsMore me than I’d be…
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When I Held Her… I Was Really Holding Air… Broken Thoughts…
Little shards of glass in my lungsBreathe them in to keep from going insaneThe infection though I think is becoming apparentSpoke my words with an acid tongueAnd now my jaw is somewhere on the floorI can’t see it… but I can hear it rattling alongWith every step… with every attempt…Said…
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My Heart Will Surely Fail… Broken Thoughts…
Told me I should careWhile giving me every opportunityTo not believe a fucking thing you sayYou want to bury meUnder your six feet of shitThere’s no use in denying the obviousDoesn’t matter I refuse to standFor something I do not believe inWorking me to death with your stupidityThis idea of…
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Canine Devotion… Broken Thoughts…
Wasting time standing in placeLoss of progress… drinking it all awayHow much suffering can one person takeTesting the limits has lost its time and placeDistant future becoming closer to the presentAn ever lingering death seems all but naturalHiding in this dark place the brain goes insaneThoughts of suicide don’t seem…
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Whispering In My Ear… Broken Thoughts…
Chained to the memoriesA sinking feeling taking meWas it you or was it something elseConstant state of denialAbout anything going on around meFalse memories of an ideal truthSinking with the shipA choking feeling taking overFighting for discomfort was never meWas it you or was it something elseContinued state of deceptionAbout…
Chewing On Glass... 