Category: Broken Thoughts
-
Broken Thoughts… Reaching Out Into The Abyss…
Been drowning for long enoughHeld under, pushed asideAnd for what?For what I ask you after all this timeFor what this time?A place at the end of the lineA place to rest my head and dieFor what do I need to live this so called lifeFor what is it this timeThe…
-
Broken Thoughts… Don’t Test Me…
Told myself what it wasLied to my own reflectionAbout how this all must beTake it all backEvery last centEvery drop of bloodNo longer do I careWasn’t worth a second of my timeWasn’t worth the second chanceThat I’ll never getSo, fuck it and take it allEvery drop of bloodSplashing against the…
-
Broken Thoughts… Could Know About This…
Standing at the edge of the concreteLooking over to see what is leftAn endless parking lot made of moreThe world doesn’t exist it is only pavedPortioned off for you to believeThat this is all so much bigger than it isNone of this matters at the end of the roadAgainst the…
-
Broken Thoughts… It Is Time I Guess…
I know you tried your hardestBut sometimes things justAren’t as easy as they seem in our headsWords written down on paper meant to mean somethingThere never was no forgiveness left in me The words spell out more than you are willing to admit… What was it that you once saidNo…
-
Broken Thoughts… Dragging Out The Bones From The Back Room…
I’d run if I thought it would mean anythingSame useless self no matter where I goThoughtless and pointless to fight this any furtherEscaping my skin would be a waste of timeSame person always buried withinHopelessly waiting for everything to changeThis depression and this truth sinking in Begging and pleading with…
-
Broken Thoughts… Fading Into The Distance Beyond the Horizon…
Tangle and tiedFrom my wrist to my anklesAround my throat and down I goWrapping me from head to toeIt doesn’t let goIt only consumesThe thoughts of love, thoughts of youGripping and pullingWho ever said this was doneA voice in the distance, callingScreaming and beggingWho ever said this was okayA voice…
-
Broken Thoughts… There’s A Lot Left Unsaid…
Rebuilding myself from nothingDead insideLost and lonelyThat’s been every day for yearsSomehow this time feels differentSome ways it feels like the first timeLittle deaths didn’t prepare meFor anything like thisAn empty feeling inside my chest A million thoughts raging through my head… Digging at the coffinNails scratched deep into the…
-
Broken Thoughts… Not Going To Believe What There Is To See…
The devil’s making her way insideHer cape draped, drips with crimsonThe genius that it isA flashing image of imaginationA reality stuck in my headWhy is it we question anything that is said?Why is it we want to be lead so blindly?God told me once, said some shit about somethingOnly thought…
-
Broken Thoughts… A Denial… Of Dirty Wounds…
I seemed to have out stayed my welcomeNot by a month or a week a day at the mostOdd sense of feeling like this but who doesn’t?When push comes to shove and it pulls you underA rivalry that couldn’t possibly die without us bothI could tell you the truth, but…
-
Broken Thoughts… With A Suspension of Disbelief…
There’s a moment whenEverything feels lostThere are moments whenEverything feels so lostThen there are moments whenEverything feels lostAnd there’s a moment whenEverything feel so lostBut there are also moments whenEverything feels lostBecause there are moments whenEverything feels so lostMore of a statement thenA revelation of another time There’s no reason…