Category: Broken Thoughts
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Broken Thoughts… I Want To See The Sun…
Nothing can end the way it beganNothing can begin the way that it endsEndless servitude to an invisible handA life built on fate that doesn’t existQuiet voices guiding my way through destinyConflicting ideals running through my headIf it is than it isn’tIf it isn’t then it must beSo above as…
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Broken Thoughts… With Beds Under Bridges…
No one will ever find the bodies… I hopeI made sure of it this time… I believeAll you really need to know to move onIs that I’m no longer hunger… satisfied at bestNot like before or maybe ever againAnd it wasn’t three it was only the twoImportant information when they…
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Broken Thoughts… So It Goes…
Get in together and sit downSit still and let the abyss take you inSuccumbing to fears that aren’t therePressed upon the sides of the pageThe little things that drive me insaneCan’t think when they settle inViolence pressing upon the skinStarting and stoppingSeeing isn’t always believingStepping and stomping on all the…
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Broken Thoughts… With All My Scars…
Can’t escape this feeling trapped inside my headStabbing and digging until there’s nothing leftIt hurts more than I can understandCan’t escape this feeling like it will never endStabbing and digging until this is all that is leftHurts more than I’m willing to submitCan’t escape this feeling inside my headCan’t escape…
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Broken Thoughts… A Small Number Of Incidences…
Feeling left behindA thought from beforeConfined to knowWished for moreBut this is all I seem to beA left behind feelingFull of wants and needsMisgivings and desperation The only thing I’m even good at is being worthless… The words slip awayIn time they won’t mean the sameThings I had to sayEach…
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Broken Thoughts… Because No One Knows…
There is a darknessIt lurks around every cornerA sadness I can’t helpBut to feelAn empathy I can’t helpBut let it bring me downThere is a darknessI can feel it down in my bonesA sadness I can’t helpBut to knowAn empathy I can’t helpBut let it hold me downThere is an…
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Broken Thoughts… That’s Okay…
Silently speaking in volumesI can no longer standScream if you mustBut the words don’t matterLike before… like now…Dead feelings always thereLike before… like now…The feeling won’t go awaySilently speaking in promisesI no longer want to hearHit me if you mustBut the pain doesn’t matterNot like before… not like now…Dead feelings…
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Broken Thoughts… In All Our Suffering…
A thousand tiny cutsWhat it took to liveIn these shoesShaking in my skinFear always seemed to beAll there ever wasIn a place like thisA place that doesn’t careTrapped inside your own mindScreaming to make it go awayScream louder it’s all the sameWanted so much moreWanted anything else and nowI want…
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Broken Thoughts… Deader Than Dead…
Looking for something deeperSomething that just isn’t thereWorking hard at nothing at allDreaming a little dreamThat just does not existGave in when I should have given upCouldn’t tell the differenceWith my head so far up my own assDrank away my thoughts to prove a pointSlept away the times I could…
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Broken Thoughts… Disconnecting… Drifting Away…
If I could leave would I?If any of this really matteredWould I walk or would I stay?Ideally my ideals don’t mean much to meDeep rooted sense of entitlementThink I’m so much better than I really amThoughts seem to go on and onWithout making any senseTrading one problem for anotherLife is…