Category: Poems

  • Until The Sun No Longer Shines…

    The coldest part of the universeMight very well be your heartIf it hurts as the blood pumpsCascading through frozen chambersIt doesn’t mean you’re alive or deadLife or something like itI’d take either one overWhatever this is meant to beDrinking used to mean something to meAn escape I couldn’t escape fromMy…

  • If It Was Longer… Would You Listen?…

    My moods change with the seasonsMy attitude kills the weakest of our kindAnd my emotional dependency dependsOn little else than what’s around meWhat am I if I’m not you being someone elseWho am I supposed to be if I’m someone else Losing time standing around… Waiting in line and growing…

  • You Must Be Pleased…

    Knew not what I knewWhat I had was it worthThe cost or the hurt it bringsTell me lord am I pushing throughProbably just giving into what you giveThe cost and the hurt it takesKnowing it all has to go awayIf wishing I was deadWas the plan then I’m doneDragging my…

  • Clean The Wounds One More Time…

    My heart is out of tune from who I’ve becomeAnother cigarette and I’ll understand the soundBuilding in my head like a funeral processionIf being dead was the answer I’ve known for a whileWhat it was that I wanted to do with this lifeDifferent words have different meaningsSaid out loud or…

  • Spoke Too Soon… Left Behind…

    Rusty strings pressing against the skinThe sharp steel it hurtsPlaying along to a song inside my headIt sounds like the silenceOf a heartbeat that can’t dieTold myself one too many liesNot sure what to believe any moreGood enough… adequate… uselessThe rusty strings tighten against the skinLeaving their mark… cutting… digging…

  • It Wasn’t Always Quite So Bad…

    If the right decision was the wrong oneI’m not too sure I’d get it right thenIf making any choice was to be madeWithout a doubt I’d have to turn aroundIf the right idea was the wrong wayI’m not too sure it would matter any wayIf making any choice lead me…

  • The Thoughts Were So Loud…

    The scars rip openTearing the tissueThe scars rip openAll over againTo reveal the forgottenMemories of a hidden painThe scars rip openExposing me for what I amThe scars rip openAll over againTo reveal I’m still here “It’s hard to think of these people as anything other than what they are. Prisoners…

  • The Way It Used To Be…

    Unjustified dying in your seatStanding on your feetWhat do you do when the reaperComes before you expectComes wandering by a little toEarly for your plans of absent dreamsWhat do you do then… I wonderSimple so simple can’t you see… you dieUnjustified dying on you feetThink it feels any different on…

  • Welcome To The Island Of Misfit Toys…

    Come to think of itI thought you’d already be goneI’m honestly kind of concernedThat you’re still hanging onCome to think of itPretty obvious you didn’tI’m honestly kind of worriedPeople still think you’re a thingCome to think of itI thought you’d have had enoughI’m honestly kind of nervousThat you don’t understandEveryone…

  • Tonight Of All Nights…

    The heart wants what the heart wantsAnd your heart has never wanted meDestined to be… disconnectedFated to be… how it was meant to beIt wasn’t as though I didn’t noticeTried to prove I was worth more thanYou thought of me… faithful to the endWas it worth it… destined to beDisconnected……