Category: Poems
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You Don’t Know Me… Probably For The Best Long Term At Least…
Empty space the mind begins to dripA slippery substance that most wouldn’tConsider to be living or deadWords and phrases to let the time slipWith a mouth sewn shut tight they’d neverListen to a thought I’d ever have to sayThe secrets of a universe that doesn’t existI wanted to love you……
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Important To Make More Dirt…
Told myself I could butI couldn’tMy ego isn’t that of oneWho can weather the stormConstantly building in my headI wanted more and nowI don’tMy self-esteem is that of someoneWho could disappear like a ghostConstantly dying in my headI had more to say and knowI wouldn’tNever designed to go any furtherThan…
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Room 237… Isn’t For Everybody…
With a head so cloudyCan’t see the sun for what it isEven stillThese feelings don’t want to die in meExposed and lying openI don’t think either one of thoseMeans what I think it doesWith a head so heavyFeel like a zombieWandering through this slowlyThese feelings don’t seemTo want to let…
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Removable Heart… An Explanation of Exploitation…
I can’t wake up because I haven’t gone to sleepI can’t wake up without knowing I can’t sleepI can’t wake up knowing I’ve chosen to be hereOne more time… One more day…I drag myself through the coals… through the fire…For you… For you I’d die… Knowing I won’t return…I can’t…
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Dripping Sweat… Candle Wax Of The Dead…
I hope it burnsUntil the skin is goneI hope it all goes awayUntil there’s nothing leftI hope it all fades awayUntil the dusts all goneI hope it hurtsUntil the point you can’t hang onI hope it all goes awayUntil there’s nothing leftRealizing nowThat I was born to feel this wayUnder…
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Chewing On the Fat…
Burning through life like a junkieWith nothing to lose…Living wasn’t worth what they told me it wasThis isn’t a fucking raceIt’s a marathon that doesn’t endThink I’m going to be sickThe needles in my back… filled with liesRunning low on my own supplyLiving wasn’t what they said it would beThis…
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We Grow So Painful…
Everything is going to be fineWorst case you’ll just dieAnd then who’s going to careWhat we leave behindDoesn’t define who we wereBarely proves we were even hereBodies pilling up and we stillDon’t know what to do with themMartyrs for a cause without definitionI’d like to believe it was for somethingBut…
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Hold Nothing Back…
Moving like you have someplace to beSpeeding up to stay right in placeMoving like you have someplace better to beIt’s called grid lock because we all doWe’re all stuck because we are the problemI know you have to know betterMoving around like you have someplace to beSpeeding up to stay…
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Wasn’t Enough To Say It…
If it hasn’t by now then it never willHaunted visions of what I could have beenSlowly… surely… Dying on the vineWithered skin peeling backBecoming what I’ve always fearedIf it hasn’t happened by nowThen it will never be alrightSlowly sipping at the poison in my headAlways believed I’d never die… A…
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Bloody… Bloody… Fingernails…
It only ends the way that I thought it wouldGave it another shot and it wasn’t enoughSo do I give up again or keep going onSailing in the dark… the long nightsOnly feel longer the longer I go onIt will all be over before I know itBut I know it…
Chewing On Glass... 