Category: Poems

  • The Deeper This Goes… The Less You Feel…

    Too much sleep and now I can’t think (Clearly)Things it turned out were never all rightSomethings come from the left as wellDifficult to walk a straight line in the wrong direction(Obviously) Was it though and for how long?Guess it was always me and I kind of knewToo much sleep and…

  • That Just Isn’t My Thing…

    Avoiding what needs to be doneFor fear of failure… success… changeLies I tell myself to stay the sameBurdens I carry with me to never beMore than my dreams could allowBurying myself further under broken thoughtsAn invisible mountain I’m too scared to climbSome of us really were only born to failI’ve…

  • She Said I Throw Myself Away…

    Letting go isn’t as easy as it seemsHanging onto the words of the pastKnew not everything I said could lastNever pledge anything to my skinAn ever-dying allegiance to nothingThings I thought mattered enough to sayIf it wasn’t enough the first timeDoes it really matter a second timeGuess that’s why I’m…

  • Everything Is Meant To Fall Right Into Place…

    Watson Lane West… Old Balstrop Road…Sign mocking me… reminds me where I’m headingPlenty of places I’ve never been beforeFloating down this creek for a relaxing get awayWhat’s left of a dried out river bedThat was once a gateway to a better placeMade of smooth stones and broken glassNot getting real…

  • None Of This Is Happening…

    Been a while since I’ve thoughtOf anything to say about nothingA lost diary of contradictionsNever really was sure what to do with my timeExcept to waste it on waste full thingsLost in a haze of my own makingThere’s no secret to my own successful failuresBeen a long while since I’ve…

  • But It Isn’t…

    The dust it gathers across all the thingsI said I was going to doWords gathering up into a paragraphSeparated by commas I don’t know how to useI could have learned this is trueBut then I wouldn’t have been me and neverMet you… they say things happen for a reasonSure why…

  • Would Have Been… Could Have Been… Even Worse…

    This high up the air has to escape to somewherePent up energy has to escape to someplaceIt is the science of nothing that makes us confusedThere isn’t much of a differenceBetween knowing and not knowingThe things you think you might believe inAre basically little more than a feelingThis low to…

  • Driving The Point Too Far…

    I have to say I feel better about whatever this isIt all pretty much looks the same from down hereEven more so at a predetermined speedCan’t be any more different from so high aboveLittle ants moving around doing their thingPretending like they know anything about any of thisBuilding up their…

  • Only Further Behind…

    Losing the space in between the momentsThe gaps extended into a dazeA time I can’t seem to reclaim… to place…On this broken… burned up time lineDevastation… Inclination… What I am?Disappearing into the nothing of existenceTrapped in a box of my own isolationThings aren’t the same as they were beforeA feeling…

  • Spoken Word Record Made Of Silence…

    Something in me has changedForgotten who it was that I amThe fire inside of me has diedThe anger has come and goneNo longer care about what’s going onNot when it’s all coming to an endSomething in me has taken a turnBeen watching with closed eyesThe only way to live on…