Category: Poems
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Where Does That Leave Us?…
Dancing in the shadows of the lightThe future comes to me in a visionThere is no fire, no brimstone to holdViolence built in our heads unknownA peace washes over what’s left of the bonesFlowers growing where your heart once restedWithout any of us maybe this could be homeSomething better than…
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We Will Not Be Stopped… Unless You Ask…
Closed off from my own mindNot sure what to say about anythingHistory is passed down by the victorsWhen the information was limited by platformAll the talking heads say the same shitYou’re fucked and get used to itClosed off from the rest of youNot sure what to say about anythingOpinion is…
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Much Darker Than I Intended…
Keeping a journal of my darkest thoughtsHasn’t been as cathartic as I thoughtA recollection of my own bullying ideasBeating myself into compliancyHasn’t really been the best for meListening to thoughts I haven’t heard in a whileRemembering this isn’t how I used to be…Only what I have allowed myself to becomeIf…
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I’m Still Here… Victory… I Guess…
More people give up than succeedDoesn’t make it any easier to proceedMaybe when I’m older, maybe when I’m deadSomething to look forward to I guessNot sure what I want out of any of thisA life spent wondering what ifDoesn’t make much sense outside of the rest of itThis struggle is…
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Blurry Vision Of Tales Building In My Head…
Knew this feeling couldn’t lastThrowing shit against the wallKnew this idea couldn’t lastIt’s not like I could stick to itKnew this dream couldn’t lastBefore I replaced this delusionWith something worseMy heart is a whoreThat can’t ever decideWhich direction the blood should goThis time…Knew this feeling couldn’t lastThrowing myself into the…
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Making Every Promise Empty…
Wandering around once againSubstance abuse seems to be my thingNot sure of anyone who wants to feel like themNot sure of anything… even meFloating around with this feeling in my headEyes burning… turning red… blood shot and hurtingHow I’ve heard it saidIt wasn’t that I didn’t understandIt was that I…
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Big News Coming… But For Now…
It hurts more knowing… than finding out…It hurts more wondering… than finding out…It hurts more feeling this wayThan anything else I can think ofI think of nothing else… and this is what I amLeft with… an empty heart… a broken mindIf I could turn back time to better timesI know…
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It Sounds A Lot Like This…
Clayton told me once I shouldn’t try so hardTaught me the difference between will and effectWasn’t sure what he meant right awayNot sure anyone understood what he had to sayBroken English and misplaced sentencesUsually isn’t the best way to communicateRepeat what he said repeatedly again and againDecipher the definition of…
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Revelations From Up Above…
Told myself this wasn’t it… A waste of timeNot sure which version of me to believeThe sickness settling into my bonesRotting at the core someone came to the doorLeft a package for someone elsePresents for kids who are doing better than meFull of smirks and dreams and other shitBill-less heathens…
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Looking In Between
Skipping rocks against the surface made of glassThey didn’t really like that and I didn’t careIt only rains when god has something to proveAnother storm rolling in, what is it this time I wonderWent down to the river to bleed into the waterFeeling really tense inside my own skinCan’t seem…
Chewing On Glass... 