Tag: amwriting
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So Much For Tomorrow… At Least There’s Today…
There isn’t enough time to doAll the things I think I want toOnly meant to be average at bestSeems I can’t even achieve thatWorthless even in my own headDid the best I thought I could Wasn’t enough to push me alongIt’s not like it got me any furtherCloser to a…
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Not Everything Is Going To Be A Mess… But We Can Try…
Leaving a record of the things I thoughtBelieving I was dying the theme becomes clearHad I known the truth… I’d done the sameBorn to be me inside… Same idea new equationI’d ask for forgiveness, but we’re not born To believe in such a simple concept as thisDrug that cross as…
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I Don’t Want to Go to Sleep… If This All I Have To Say…
Taking the Wrong Stairs Down The hurt feels like it will never endChain smoking the pain from my headGot it wrong, but then isn’t it always in the endChained myself to a dead weightNow I’m sinkingThinking what is that I really needAir? The hurt feels like it has been going…
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Chained To The Floor… By My Own Will…
If I Only Knew The panic begins as the thought creeps inMy own heartbeat driving everythingI’m so lost against the soundI don’t even exist anymoreThe feelings I once had I don’t have any moreI see myself slipping down further than I ever thoughtChained to the floorBy my own willA deep…
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Inspired By….
The Devil Within Tearing through my fleshCan’t tell what is leftDead or aliveFucking kill itDoesn’t matter anymoreScreaming in the darkTake me with youDrown within a dream, a nightmareSuffocatingThe scars were never meant to be seenCrackingHating all of thisA life I thought I had to liveDestroying everythingSmashed against my skinI have…
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Broken Thoughts…
Staring into the mirrorWondering why notThe blade pressed up against meNot sure why lately I’m notAnti-lobotomyDriven crazy, fucked at the thoughtCommon sense doesn’t mean shitDrowning in my own lifeSuffocating at the thoughtThat all of this must keep going on Where is the savior we’ve been waiting on?… Who put me…
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Dictating An Existence That Doesn’t Exist… Call It Life…
Holiday In The Unknown Waiting for your wordsWaiting for anythingI’ve become boredStaring at a wall isn’t for meThoughts come seeping back in How I wish I was deadThat life is meaningless They don’t mean much said only onceOver and over until they won’t leave my head? How I wish I…
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Broken Thoughts… Breaking Down The Forever Circus…
The sadness sinks inA world with no reasonBroken hearted, left wonderingHow much time is left To destroy The truth is more than I can describe… Drinking a death wish left to employI’d take you all if it means happinessSelfish, I’ve always known whySo much easier to take awayThen live this shit…
Chewing On Glass... 