Chewing On Glass…

Tag: amwriting

  • Broken Thoughts…

    My hands are callus and soaked in bloodQuitting isn’t what it used to beWalking away isn’t a train of thoughtIt’s an action that weighs more than itselfThe words so heavyThey don’t come out rightNothing comes out right anymoreEach thought is loaded with regretForced out by a will to keep goingGod…

  • If It Doesn’t Kill… Then It Doesn’t Hurt?…

    After so many rejections it becomes so much easier to ignore the vultures that come circling around my rotting corpse. Letter after letter. Email after email telling me they wish me well. Words copied and pasted as hollow as my soul. All of this self-mutilation for one person to just…

  • Broken Thoughts… Without Me…

    I gave it all up for this?These feelings don’t subsideThese feelings grow deeperSlip into the cracks of my broken heartGive it another yearGive me a whole lifetimeWaste it once againIf I could do it overSo unsure if I wouldLife gets easier with timeBecause the will to liveGoes with itGave up…

  • Something Different…

    Together Until the End The thoughts like suicide lose meaningIf done more than twiceUnable to find meaning in what’s been saidNever look back, keep plowing aheadNone of this will matter when we are all deadNuclear holocaust, burning until there is no resolveWhoever said the cold war had ended is dead…

  • Beyond the End…

    “Despite purified air, despite not going out for months, despite no human contact in over a year, and despite a diet balanced out to be everything that my body needs. I have become sick. I have become infected with something I have to silently suffer with. Alone and isolated I…

  • Broken Thoughts…

    What is evolution if not a theoryAn unbroken chain of stupidityWeak ruling the strongTelling them what’s right and how they’re wrongMy boss is an asshole yet I smile and nodWho’s the dumb one after all? A sour thought to think any of this will mean anything… My thoughts bleed from…

  • Broken Thoughts… For All The Wrong Reasons…

    Nothing good has ever come of thisThe truth in lies is full of shitI think I have all the answersLocked away inside my headIn reality I have nothing and I’m fine with itIgnorance truly is blissSo are lies you can’t resist “I want to jerk off onto the sores of…

  • A Story Never Told…

    “What the hell are you even doing up at this hour?” A voice asks with a yawn. I bang on the door harder and harder. “Ain’t no one want to see you in there. Hell, I see you and I don’t even want to,” the homeless man moans. “Shut up…

  • Broken Thoughts…

    Always standing and watchingParticipation is only an optionWaiting through the darknessCopying, pasting thoughts and ideasMy thoughts have never beenMine and mine alone Generations of bending and shaping… Walking this as slow as I canThe rush to die wasted on the youthThoughts of immortality disappear with every yearTo be trapped in…

  • The Darkness Abides…

    Broken Thoughts Vol. 3: Chasing Ghosts Out Now On Amazon Broken Thoughts Vol. 3: Chasing Ghosts… continues Ambrose’s dissection of self through short stories, poetry, and broken thoughts. Full of rage, passion, love, and understanding. Ambrose goes deeper than ever before chasing more than ghosts into the darkness. Stories Exclusive…