Tag: Blog

  • The Thoughts Were So Loud…

    The scars rip openTearing the tissueThe scars rip openAll over againTo reveal the forgottenMemories of a hidden painThe scars rip openExposing me for what I amThe scars rip openAll over againTo reveal I’m still here “It’s hard to think of these people as anything other than what they are. Prisoners…

  • The Way It Used To Be…

    Unjustified dying in your seatStanding on your feetWhat do you do when the reaperComes before you expectComes wandering by a little toEarly for your plans of absent dreamsWhat do you do then… I wonderSimple so simple can’t you see… you dieUnjustified dying on you feetThink it feels any different on…

  • Hold Nothing Back…

    Moving like you have someplace to beSpeeding up to stay right in placeMoving like you have someplace better to beIt’s called grid lock because we all doWe’re all stuck because we are the problemI know you have to know betterMoving around like you have someplace to beSpeeding up to stay…

  • That Just Isn’t My Thing…

    Avoiding what needs to be doneFor fear of failure… success… changeLies I tell myself to stay the sameBurdens I carry with me to never beMore than my dreams could allowBurying myself further under broken thoughtsAn invisible mountain I’m too scared to climbSome of us really were only born to failI’ve…

  • Let’s Bury This As Well…

    None of this is making any senseWhen there’s so much I want to sayAll at once, not at all, and any wayStaring into another blank wallHow did I do it before? Can’t remember…Pressure rising and the relief valve brokenKnow what I should do, but I don’tDon’t feel like doing any…

  • You Said You Wouldn’t Say…

    Spiders competing for space between my eyesCasting webs made of reassuring liesI’ve lost track of what day it could beSwaying from a noose like a pendulumKeeping beat with time isn’t as easy as it seemsI’m dying but no one ever knows enough to tell This deep under water there no…

  • Big News Coming… But For Now…

    It hurts more knowing… than finding out…It hurts more wondering… than finding out…It hurts more feeling this wayThan anything else I can think ofI think of nothing else… and this is what I amLeft with… an empty heart… a broken mindIf I could turn back time to better timesI know…

  • Just A Skin and Bone Skeleton…

    Waiting around is making it that much worseIt isn’t a race, but then what really isn’tGetting closer to the end feel like the only wayThough I’m pretty sure I’m on the wrong trackWhen it comes to things like thisThe Lord will let us know… with a shrugUntil then best of…

  • Would Of Been… Could Have Been… Worse Than We Ever Thought…

    Going for a ride to the other side of the conversationNot sure where this will lead me to no endMostly the point, but that’s not the way things should beHow I do things these days or any day for that matterRunning away from these guilty feelingsMore me than I’d be…

  • Need To Get Home… Broken Thoughts…

    Because justice isn’t realThe truth is no one ever gave a shitThe devil won a long time agoSomeone just forgot to say somethingWasn’t as though any of us would noticeNever was what we thought it wasOnly lies… something to rally behindWords pretending to be something moreSomething about the words sounds…