Chewing On Glass…

Tag: BrokenThoughts

  • Broken Thoughts… It’s All Quite Clinical…

    The stars projecting my thoughts onto the screenA movie no one asked to see, but I can’t help to inflictI knew that if I walked a straight line I’d be here once againCouldn’t help but to test the theory for myselfInflict my own sense of justice until nothing was leftRambling…

  • Broken Thoughts… There’s Nothing On…

    Can’t seem to focus on anything other thanThe feelings left behind from beforeI’m pretending they aren’t thereActing as though they have come and goneNever left and now I’m unsure what to doCan’t seem to move past the things holding me downThis feeling of feeling dead insideBeen pretending that it isn’t…

  • Assuming Everything Is Fine

    If I was to tell you my story it would have to start like this. I woke up and I peed.  Or I woke up, I peed, and then I ate something. The simplest of variations to the start of my day. Pretty boring stuff. But I guess that’s not…

  • Broken Thoughts… I Guess No One Really Gives A Shit…

    The memories they changeRemembering all the bad timesSeems to work out this wayYour selfish needs never changedAnd I can’t look away anymoreNot like I ever could beforeAll these years spent to get hereMild forms of abuse build up over timeThe hurt seeps like an open woundFrom my heart through my…

  • Broken Thoughts… Sitting All Alone…

    These feelings come over meFelt them before and forever moreIf they could go awayI wouldn’t even know anymoreThese feelings wash over meWaves crashing on the beachWaves washing up against our feetSweeping our existence out to seaIf there was anything left to takeI wouldn’t even know anymoreThese memories taking over meFelt…

  • Broken Thoughts… With Windburned Skin…

    Taking longer than I thoughtDeath doesn’t come as swiftlyAs they said it wouldLocked away it is no wonderNo one and nothing comes knockingWish I had done moreWith all this time that I hadTaking in feelings of regret by looking aroundMust be a kind gift handed down from aboveGod must not…

  • Broken Thoughts… Could Be The One That Saves Me…

    Time is going by so slowLooks so familiar not the same as beforeWaiting for a plan to come to an endTaking so much longer than I thoughtLost in this place between the spaceWallowing in your wakeWondering how much of thisWe were meant to takeA desperation that turns to despairQuestioning reality…

  • Broken Thoughts… Pass The Tests To The Left… To the Left…

    Free ambitions for something elseThe art is in the lack there ofTrying to hard to figure out who I amFreed up all my rage… nothing leftGave up and now I’ve got nothing to giveFace pressed hard against the glassNo longer want to be on the other sideCracking and I’m not…

  • Broken Thoughts… So It Goes…

    Get in together and sit downSit still and let the abyss take you inSuccumbing to fears that aren’t therePressed upon the sides of the pageThe little things that drive me insaneCan’t think when they settle inViolence pressing upon the skinStarting and stoppingSeeing isn’t always believingStepping and stomping on all the…

  • Broken Thoughts… A Small Number Of Incidences…

    Feeling left behindA thought from beforeConfined to knowWished for moreBut this is all I seem to beA left behind feelingFull of wants and needsMisgivings and desperation The only thing I’m even good at is being worthless… The words slip awayIn time they won’t mean the sameThings I had to sayEach…