Tag: Dark

  • I Don’t Want to Go to Sleep… If This All I Have To Say…

    Taking the Wrong Stairs Down The hurt feels like it will never endChain smoking the pain from my headGot it wrong, but then isn’t it always in the endChained myself to a dead weightNow I’m sinkingThinking what is that I really needAir? The hurt feels like it has been going…

  • Chewing On Glass Presents… Just Breathe…

    It all shatters right there in front of me. Glass, steel, two moving objects going at what feels like a thousand miles an hour. Was it? Is that how it really was? Everything so slow, a miss perception of time and place. Memories shifting in and out of place. Two…

  • Chained To The Floor… By My Own Will…

    If I Only Knew The panic begins as the thought creeps inMy own heartbeat driving everythingI’m so lost against the soundI don’t even exist anymoreThe feelings I once had I don’t have any moreI see myself slipping down further than I ever thoughtChained to the floorBy my own willA deep…

  • Much To Discover…

    So, as you can see, I have clearly lost my mind. Oh, wait please forgive me. I forgot that I took your eyes. You can’t see anything so, allow me to describe the horrors you are about to feel and most certainly taste. Hey, have you tasted blood before? Nothing?…

  • Broken Thoughts… Swinging For The Fences…

    What the fuck am I even doingDigging ditches called memoriesIt’s all pointless so whyDo I feel the need to cryThe reason to breath, fucking seethingUnhappy and I don’t know whyPointless, but here we goAnother day waking and waitingHere we go another dayBelieving everything will be fineHere we go one more…

  • Broken Thoughts… More Than I Need…

    Constant like a fucking childDriven underDriven to liveA mindless existenceShut the fuck upThen maybe, you’d be rightTape my mouth shutTorture me, make me feel somethingNothing different then the wayIt is supposed to beCut my limbs, nail them to a treeSame as it is supposed to beI wish you’d do onto…

  • Inspired By….

    The Devil Within Tearing through my fleshCan’t tell what is leftDead or aliveFucking kill itDoesn’t matter anymoreScreaming in the darkTake me with youDrown within a dream, a nightmareSuffocatingThe scars were never meant to be seenCrackingHating all of thisA life I thought I had to liveDestroying everythingSmashed against my skinI have…

  • Broken Thoughts…

    Staring into the mirrorWondering why notThe blade pressed up against meNot sure why lately I’m notAnti-lobotomyDriven crazy, fucked at the thoughtCommon sense doesn’t mean shitDrowning in my own lifeSuffocating at the thoughtThat all of this must keep going on Where is the savior we’ve been waiting on?… Who put me…

  • Broken Thoughts… Nothing Ever Changes…

    Defying death the thing I’ve becomeSay a prayer for all that you knowSilence falls on your prayerBeyond my controlBeyond my understandingOnly human, you know what I knowMurder, death, hurtRespond  to the sins I understandLook to the past, wordsExistence I’ve failed to understand Suffocating through what I know… Education was always…

  • Chasing Ghosts… Broken Thoughts…

    Broken Thoughts Vol. 3: Chasing Ghosts… Out Now… Broken Thoughts Vol. 3: Chasing Ghosts… continues Ambrose’s dissection of self through short stories, poetry, and broken thoughts. Full of rage, passion, love, and understanding. Ambrose goes deeper than ever before chasing more than ghosts into the darkness. Stories Exclusive to this…