Tag: depression
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Blurry Vision Of Tales Building In My Head…
Knew this feeling couldn’t lastThrowing shit against the wallKnew this idea couldn’t lastIt’s not like I could stick to itKnew this dream couldn’t lastBefore I replaced this delusionWith something worseMy heart is a whoreThat can’t ever decideWhich direction the blood should goThis time…Knew this feeling couldn’t lastThrowing myself into the…
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Making Every Promise Empty…
Wandering around once againSubstance abuse seems to be my thingNot sure of anyone who wants to feel like themNot sure of anything… even meFloating around with this feeling in my headEyes burning… turning red… blood shot and hurtingHow I’ve heard it saidIt wasn’t that I didn’t understandIt was that I…
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It Sounds A Lot Like This…
Clayton told me once I shouldn’t try so hardTaught me the difference between will and effectWasn’t sure what he meant right awayNot sure anyone understood what he had to sayBroken English and misplaced sentencesUsually isn’t the best way to communicateRepeat what he said repeatedly again and againDecipher the definition of…
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Revelations From Up Above…
Told myself this wasn’t it… A waste of timeNot sure which version of me to believeThe sickness settling into my bonesRotting at the core someone came to the doorLeft a package for someone elsePresents for kids who are doing better than meFull of smirks and dreams and other shitBill-less heathens…
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Does No One Else See the Buzzing?…
I had a feeling I’d die tonightStill hasn’t happenedGuess it will be some other timeMaybe in the future in a past tenseKind of way that is meant to make senseSwinging and swinging is in no waySucceeding if failing comes so naturallyI had a feeling I thought I understoodStill isn’t clear…
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Another Writer… He Was A Talker…
Fading deeper into a memoryThere’s more talent than substanceHolding myself by the throatPushing deeper against an invisible bladeI’ll never be goo enough to be anythingFading into the pain that’s in my headThere’s more talent than there is substanceHolding myself down with my own thoughtsPushing my narrative deeper into my skinI…
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Don’t You Remember?…
Freeing up space isn’t working out as plannedThe walls are closing in and the floorIs already covered in shitSome say the best laid plans areFor somebody elseBut I never liked listening to others muchNot these days or even last week for that matterLiving in my head defeats the purposeOf ever…
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Did You Hear?… Yeah… Me Either…
Driven under there was no other wayTrapped beneath this endless rainBetween the dead and myselfThere isn’t anything left to claimI wasn’t so sure and now I knowThis was the way things were meant to beWish I knew there was another wayBefore I gave into this feelingBut there isn’t any turning…
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It Must Be Tuesday Already…
There was a point to somethingRaised to believe something that doesn’t existI’m not sure anymore this is what I wantTalking my way into another cornerThis never ending cycle lives in my headMy words are my life but my life is silentThere was a point once to somethingRaised to believe that…
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Let’s Get It Over…
There comes a point where nothing means anythingSooner for some and maybe never for othersIt’s all kind of pointless if you think too longMoney, Sex, Power… they all run outThe obsession is an oppressive waste of timeThere ain’t no salvation out here on your kneesIn your head or behind the…
Chewing On Glass... 